I'm going on trial at around 9 AM today. Nervous as all hell and I just hope it goes well. My heart can't handle this and it worries me considering that I just recently got a new job. I fear losing my job and not being able to continue the education that I wanted to have. I so desperately want to be an art teacher.

Anyways I haven't been very active because of my new job and because of how nervous I've been. I haven't been feeling well ever since I was released from jail back in March. I want this day to go by nicely, even if the weather looks dreary and foreboding. I just want to tell all of you that I appreciate all that you have done for me, including your continued support during my trying times. My life up to now has been a scary adventure that I never thought I would have to go through. I'm just hoping it all goes well and I have a chance to redeem myself for here on out.