My mates gone at the moment, he's about 6 hours away at the Gathering of the juggalos. No cell service at all.... AND IT SUCKS!

I miss him alot, I think of the things we've done together and what we want to do. And just how much I love being with him. Even before he left I've been doing lots of thinking.

I've never had a relationship this long before, I've had guys ask me out tho I think most of them was just to get into my pants. And I've only had one other 'relationship' but I only say that it lasted 5 days. But i knew the guy for 3 years, and I'm happy it went no where cause he was an asshole.

But then Draco came along. he is the first person that I've ever spent so much time with. I love being able to text him when I'm at work, talking to get through my day. Our chatting when he comes home from work on SL or YIM. Even if its just a lil 'hey'. The fact that I know he is there for me. I love looking forward to each weekend cause thats usually when I get to see him, maybe once a week. And it makes my week go by so much faster, waiting to see him. These 3 months have gone by so fast.

I've never been a cuddly, touchy feely person. But with him, it all just seems so right. I love it! And with him gone.... gosh. I have to keep myself busy or else I start thinking bout him and I get all mopey. Knowing that I have to wait for him to come back. Was with a group of friends last night, and we were all laughing and joking around and it made me miss him cause he wasn't there. I just wish he would have been there so I could have just rested against him and cuddle.

He's changed so much about me, the way I do things, the way I think. And its all been for the best.


Gaahurrrr... miss him.

I am just soo happy that I met him, and it was something that might not have happened. But we did meet, and from the day I first saw him I never thought I would be where I am now with him. I was always wary about relationships, but now that I am in one, I realize how much I have been missing out on all this time. But I am just so happy that he is the one, cause I could never imagine it being anyone else.


I love my Draco...