Hey guys...

Just taking a quick break from cleaning and organizing my crap-pile... I mean my house... and I guess I'm not sleeping tonight. The people from the organization that is bringing me my furniture tomorrow, will be here at approximately 11am... and I am nowhere near ready for them. This place looks like a bomb went off in it... honestly, if a bomb did go off in here, it would probably be an improvement! I am so discouraged! I don't know how I am going to manage this! 😦😧😳😢😭

I need to get the living room and dining room completely cleared out, and I can't do it by myself. I've asked for help, and received next to none. I wish I had some friends who lived close by so that I could get SOME help. But all my friends are online, or live really far away. This feels so hopeless! I honestly wish I had a big dumpster, so I could just start throwing all the stuff away. This place feels like all way never-ending nightmare!

I am so exhausted, but I've got to get back to it. Sorry for whining about all this stuff, but thanks for reading, if you did.