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Giving up.
7 years ago
I just need to get this off my chest.
I feel like a complete failure. I’m almost 25 and I’ve achieved nothing of note, I have no RL friends and minimal online friends, none of my artistic ventures (YouTube/drawing) have any remote measure of success and I just feel like giving up.
Like, the complete giving up. Suicide levels.
This feeling is compounded by the string of unfortunate events of recently, from TB’s death to a surge of nostalgia. Making me realize how long it’s been since I’ve started my endeavors and how none of them have amounted to ANYTHING of note. No returning fans I can chat with, no measure of skill worth mentioning. I just kinda… fail at everything.
Couldn’t even do RP on Tumblr right despite my writing record.
I just feel hopeless. Like giving up. I feel like I’d miss out on nothing by just hanging up the coat and finding some suitable way to go.
Yea, I just kinda… wanted to get that off my chest.
I feel like a complete failure. I’m almost 25 and I’ve achieved nothing of note, I have no RL friends and minimal online friends, none of my artistic ventures (YouTube/drawing) have any remote measure of success and I just feel like giving up.
Like, the complete giving up. Suicide levels.
This feeling is compounded by the string of unfortunate events of recently, from TB’s death to a surge of nostalgia. Making me realize how long it’s been since I’ve started my endeavors and how none of them have amounted to ANYTHING of note. No returning fans I can chat with, no measure of skill worth mentioning. I just kinda… fail at everything.
Couldn’t even do RP on Tumblr right despite my writing record.
I just feel hopeless. Like giving up. I feel like I’d miss out on nothing by just hanging up the coat and finding some suitable way to go.
Yea, I just kinda… wanted to get that off my chest.
Also 24 kinda is the age of this guy so things can happen if you go looking! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-1tk0o59Qc
It means a lot, and I feel a bit better now. I might watch that video someday. :v
Hope that helps a little. If you need to vent or talk about things you can always shoot me a note.
Don't give up!
But it's a bit better now. Thank you for being so supportive.
Thing is.. at times.. i do TRY to do stuff... and i sometimes hit.. and sometimes miss.. that's just life.
Are you gonna let yourself get kicked in the balls? or are you gonna give life the ultimate knee-to-the-groin and laugh?
But it's been a bit, I feel kinda better.
I know those feelings all too well. Im here for you, always.
and you should add me to telegrams if you is gonna be on it nows, i can pounce you mores. and give you lots of huggles and snuggles to makes you feel better kokuei