A growing concern, and a coming storm
7 years ago
I'll be honest with you, i don't really know how to start this journal.
Firstly, i've sort of been in and out, only travelling to the realms of Telegram and barely doing any art at all. That's well, because of my life. It's honestly really hecktic!
Alot of my relationships have sort of racked themselves. Some of them dropped from me altogether.. So much so that i felt alone. Well. The scars from that are now here to stay for the mean time.
But enough of that, moving on.
Secondly, FurAffinity... I don't know what to do with you.
Lets add a bit of context. Throughout 2017 I've been flip flopping politically and morally (since i was going through the military...) and i simply dropped it because it was a hotbox of controversy, it still is now!
It doesn't add to the fact that to this day my oldest account has the least views. Now, i'm not in any way saying that views are the sole thing i do this for. But when i look at my accounts i just take into account where my priorities end up lying.
I mean hell, my Inkbunny account is my youngest and it's budding 10,000! I'm just saying.. I rather put my resources towards something that's of better use to me as a creator. But that doesn't take away the fact that Furaffinity is the most popular fur platform out there.
So...Fuck it :P Lets revive this thing!
Anyways... I might as well explain the "Coming storm" Part. But in order to do that i must explain a bit of my life.
As alot of people whom have been close to me (probably time and time again) have heard, i was medically discharged from the Navy, then end up coming to a broken home. So, on top of dealing with that plus one damn thing happening after the other... Lets just say even with me going to TFF 2018 i still felt like i was in the middle of a storm.
Now, the storm is over, and i can see. I got my stuff in order, i'm going back to college (more on that later), and i've sort of spent time to myself to evaluate who i am as a person.
There are more storms to come... Thank you to everyone who stuck by me through it all.
Thanks for reading my babbling!
~Luka
Firstly, i've sort of been in and out, only travelling to the realms of Telegram and barely doing any art at all. That's well, because of my life. It's honestly really hecktic!
Alot of my relationships have sort of racked themselves. Some of them dropped from me altogether.. So much so that i felt alone. Well. The scars from that are now here to stay for the mean time.
But enough of that, moving on.
Secondly, FurAffinity... I don't know what to do with you.
Lets add a bit of context. Throughout 2017 I've been flip flopping politically and morally (since i was going through the military...) and i simply dropped it because it was a hotbox of controversy, it still is now!
It doesn't add to the fact that to this day my oldest account has the least views. Now, i'm not in any way saying that views are the sole thing i do this for. But when i look at my accounts i just take into account where my priorities end up lying.
I mean hell, my Inkbunny account is my youngest and it's budding 10,000! I'm just saying.. I rather put my resources towards something that's of better use to me as a creator. But that doesn't take away the fact that Furaffinity is the most popular fur platform out there.
So...Fuck it :P Lets revive this thing!
Anyways... I might as well explain the "Coming storm" Part. But in order to do that i must explain a bit of my life.
As alot of people whom have been close to me (probably time and time again) have heard, i was medically discharged from the Navy, then end up coming to a broken home. So, on top of dealing with that plus one damn thing happening after the other... Lets just say even with me going to TFF 2018 i still felt like i was in the middle of a storm.
Now, the storm is over, and i can see. I got my stuff in order, i'm going back to college (more on that later), and i've sort of spent time to myself to evaluate who i am as a person.
There are more storms to come... Thank you to everyone who stuck by me through it all.
Thanks for reading my babbling!
~Luka
Dark-Bloodfang
~dark-bloodfang
Life can be hell, best thing to do is keep on trucking. ^_^
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