Sorry to make a journal on this, but to the people I haven't told yet, nor mentioned at some.

My grandpa is going to die soon, its either today, tonight or tomarrow, depends when he wants to go out peacefully...

I'm going to see him today in case he passes later... i wanna hope he rests well, but i cant do nothing more than that...


Might not be in the mood for arts and gaming for a while, might be soloing for a bit to try collecting myself.


Im sorry, but I just wanna letcha guys know in case i somehow get a bit rude or fussy due to notifying and such cause of my emotions right now. (ill try answering but just be aware i might not be in the best state of mind right now.)

plus doesnt help that my dad and step-mom was fighting violently last night either... (its pretty much a break up. from what im seeing)

just im going to have to have some time to myself over this...