Good question, and it's such a difficult question for me, it's both taken this long to comment and even then I'm struggling to make sense of all of it. At the time of posting, I've gone over and rewritten this numerous times.

In short, I'm a depressed miserable asshole who keeps most people at an arm's length because I often feel I don't deserve to be liked.

For those not in the know, I have severe depression, and even though I'm taking medication to help, I still have periods of when I go days, weeks, and in this case, months without being able to do much without forcing myself to. Which, I hate myself for that happening almost every day and night, being caught in an endless loop. I'm also too shy for my own good, leading me to not be very social around people. And even so, when most extend a hand or ear out to me, I'm more than likely to not respond than to accept it.

Despite so many people waiting for new artwork from me, and ESPECIALLY those who ordered commissions from me that have taken this long to get finished. Which, thankfully you have all be beyond patient while I have dealt with that, in which I cannot thank you enough.

With that said, in the coming days will be an art dump of those finished, as well as other pieces just to showcase vastly better artists than I.

Again, I apologize profusely for taking soo long on this, and I wouldn't blame any of you if this has turned you off ordering any further with me until I can get things sorted with my life.