Last Tuesday I played as dungeon master for the first time. I was hella nervous but I for the first time I prepared a ton of stuff. I even made a map on a checkered paper and not the small kind. I mean the huge office paper that you can put on a whiteboard.

I was quite the experience to feel so mighty. I however went easy on my first ever players. Not for them but for myself to see if I didn't made it too hard. Better too easy then too hard for the first time but it was perfect.

I never did this kind of social contact before. After the session I felt different. You know that feeling when you get a burst of adrenaline? I had that feeling for a few days straight in my belly, chest and throat. It was really uncomfortable actually and I couldn't sleep. exercise seemed not having a effect. Luckily it slowly dissipated so I feel much more calmer in my body. It's at least better then feel exhausted all the time.