Hey guys, once again....again, apologize for the depressive journal title, I've been getting very bad psychotic thoughts lately, and I think its from jealousy. I think its because a friend of mine hasn't been replying to me like he used to, but its also because I don't want to go spamming crazy like I did back in 2016, but by not replying, I almost feel like he's bored with me, or he thinks I'm bored with him. but still what he said got me so fucking angry......