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Small PSA/Rant
7 years ago
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Hello everyone~!
I have something I wish to say.. in regards to any current.. or future friends.. when it comes to 'dealing' with me...
Im not mentally sound.. you all know this without a shadow of a doubt.. However... even the smallest things like 'you disappearing' can.. end up setting me off.
Im very naturally quiet.. mainly because I try to be independent. Even though it blows up in my face more often than not.. I still try my hardest to ensure im alive.. too essentially still be around for each of my friends. . . However... not everyone feels the same way.
My quiet attitude can seem cold, distant, unforgiving or just flat out, not caring about you in the slightest... when in reality.. its very far from the truth. I love and care for everyone who's even my friend so dearly.. I'd do anything in my power to ensure they're alright.. However.. Losing a friend because they think 'you moved on/dont care' hurts.. greatly..
When it was them who played games with their friends.. and was busy majority of the time... so I just let them be.. because I dont like bothering people.. but.. this ended up taking... alot of out me.. making me feel defeated for the past 3 days so far...
And there have been friends who say.. those types of friends are NOT worth having.. and majority of the time their right.. but at the same time.. It still hurts because that was a very close friend of mine... it just.. ugh.. hurts...
Regardless... Just because im quiet.. it does NOT mean I dont care for you.. If you want me to speak to you.. go for it.. talk.. but.. majority of the time.. I just quickly end up returning into my shell.. I love you all.. please dont dislike me..
I have something I wish to say.. in regards to any current.. or future friends.. when it comes to 'dealing' with me...
Im not mentally sound.. you all know this without a shadow of a doubt.. However... even the smallest things like 'you disappearing' can.. end up setting me off.
Im very naturally quiet.. mainly because I try to be independent. Even though it blows up in my face more often than not.. I still try my hardest to ensure im alive.. too essentially still be around for each of my friends. . . However... not everyone feels the same way.
My quiet attitude can seem cold, distant, unforgiving or just flat out, not caring about you in the slightest... when in reality.. its very far from the truth. I love and care for everyone who's even my friend so dearly.. I'd do anything in my power to ensure they're alright.. However.. Losing a friend because they think 'you moved on/dont care' hurts.. greatly..
When it was them who played games with their friends.. and was busy majority of the time... so I just let them be.. because I dont like bothering people.. but.. this ended up taking... alot of out me.. making me feel defeated for the past 3 days so far...
And there have been friends who say.. those types of friends are NOT worth having.. and majority of the time their right.. but at the same time.. It still hurts because that was a very close friend of mine... it just.. ugh.. hurts...
Regardless... Just because im quiet.. it does NOT mean I dont care for you.. If you want me to speak to you.. go for it.. talk.. but.. majority of the time.. I just quickly end up returning into my shell.. I love you all.. please dont dislike me..
recharge your internal battery. I'm also introverted. ^^
I understand the sentiment too. I don't like to bother people either.
Sorry to hear about what your going through. I really hope all will get better for you.
Sometimes you just need to make the most of every moment, and still enjoy yourself.
I miss being active here and on F-List. I had allot of fun in our RP. Been wanting to draw
Reyna's encounter with the cute and powerful bunny. But I still haven't gotten around to it.
The lack of privacy at home really sucks. XD I'm only able to come here when ever the coast is
momentarily clear. But I'll see ya around when ever I can. Here's hoping.
Stay strong.