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7 years ago
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-A tiny dragon bounds into the room with a small letter in its mouth. It drops it near your feet and looks up at you innocently-
Well in exactly 1 month and 19 days I'll be 18. I mean if that equals up to the 14th of August. But yea 18. And I'm honestly happy tbh because that's a major milestone. I stayed strong regardless of what happened in my life so far.
The sad thing is that I feel like certain friends are just disappearing and doing their own thing.
Honestly I get jealous of others. Sure i have a mate and I love him to death, but as of friends. I don't know anymore. Most of the people i see around have bros that they trust and care about, or a pack. I get jealous because I really don't have anything like that. I do love my mate, but I do enjoy the company of a friend.
Yea i call some people my bro, but most times it feels forced and one way honestly vnv. I think I'm going to stop instantly calling people my friends and just let them come to me. Because all I do is try to get people to come to me and become a friend with me only for me to realize they never considered me a friend to begin with...
Anyway i won't talk anymore about it. I'll probably start keeping this stuff in a place that isn't as public. I feel as though all everyone sees in me is a complainer. Someone negative that no one wants to be around. That's how it feels tbh. I'm honestly tired of it tbh. I'm tired of being forgotten and left behind.
Anyway. If anyone actually still wants to talk to me feel free to message me, but I'll no longer be the one to constantly start conversations. So either I'll be alone or not. Most likely not, but I'll see I guess.
So yea if you do still consider me a friend or something... just message me and we can talk.
I won't be posting many journals on here.
Though one of these days I'll upload some art I drew
The sad thing is that I feel like certain friends are just disappearing and doing their own thing.
Honestly I get jealous of others. Sure i have a mate and I love him to death, but as of friends. I don't know anymore. Most of the people i see around have bros that they trust and care about, or a pack. I get jealous because I really don't have anything like that. I do love my mate, but I do enjoy the company of a friend.
Yea i call some people my bro, but most times it feels forced and one way honestly vnv. I think I'm going to stop instantly calling people my friends and just let them come to me. Because all I do is try to get people to come to me and become a friend with me only for me to realize they never considered me a friend to begin with...
Anyway i won't talk anymore about it. I'll probably start keeping this stuff in a place that isn't as public. I feel as though all everyone sees in me is a complainer. Someone negative that no one wants to be around. That's how it feels tbh. I'm honestly tired of it tbh. I'm tired of being forgotten and left behind.
Anyway. If anyone actually still wants to talk to me feel free to message me, but I'll no longer be the one to constantly start conversations. So either I'll be alone or not. Most likely not, but I'll see I guess.
So yea if you do still consider me a friend or something... just message me and we can talk.
I won't be posting many journals on here.
Though one of these days I'll upload some art I drew
Also, yeah, friends are hard to come by. I see many people happily posting on each others' pages, personal, very friendly. I've been trying for four years now to make new friends and met with minimal success. It's not you, see, but them. Just keep reaching, and don't stop.