seems everytime somebody says they are friend to me they never show it, there actions never are friend related, there words never say friendship, or anything.

Seems everytime i get bullied or beat down these so called people that says they are friends just sits by and laughs and never does anything........

What is a friend anymore why does people say friends but always treat you like you are nothing but dirt? why does everybody always make you feel like you have nothing to live for anymore or anything?

I just want to be a person not bullied not treated like trash want friends want a family i just want to be somebody something more someone that has a life instead of somebody that is always beat up, torn down, and just thrown to the curb like trash that i am.