AC and more
7 years ago
General
Fate has been a bit weird this year yet I've taken advantage of it to go to AnthroCon since it's only about a 4-5 hour drive from where I live in Ohio and it could potentially be my only opportunity to go to it and see all the awesome people I know on here, some of whom I've commissioned over the years! I initially wasn't sure I'd still make it after my housemates stunned me with the news three weeks ago that he had been offered and accepted a new job in North Carolina even though the hotel and registration were paid for months ago. I can't really afford to rent the place by myself for the last 6 weeks of the lease and almost all of the furniture and appliances are theirs which has left me scrambling a bit since I'm not leaving until the second half of the month and my housemates are very likely to move while I'm at AC.
I decided not to follow them and instead move back closer to family in Texas and I'm going to stay with a wolf friend/packmate in Oklahoma while I figure out what to do. Now that said the unfortunate news is once my housemates pack up the modem and router I'm going to have little to no internet access from when I leave Thursday afternoon for AC (I'm stopping at a friend's along the way so won't be there until Friday) until I get settled in on the 17th at the earliest and that assumes the weather doesn't delay me and I don't decide to stop and see friends along the way. Otherwise it could be over two weeks. This is not to worry those people I know on here and regularly comment on here or their Patreon if I go dark for 2 weeks.
I'm still a bit unbalanced from all this as I had anticipated nothing changing until next month or so when the lease was up, or deciding to stay put through the winter to build up a nice nest egg for next year. I'm hoping to get some good insight in the guided meditation panel on Saturday since previous guided meditations at MFF and FC have been very valuable to me in learning more of my wolf and ostrich spirit guides. There are a lot of good panels planned Friday and Saturday. I'm also excited and nervous about the move since it's a potential fresh start but if things go sideways like they've done here the past year it could damage some friendships.
P.S. Must at some point go and upload more art gotten this year and last year.
I decided not to follow them and instead move back closer to family in Texas and I'm going to stay with a wolf friend/packmate in Oklahoma while I figure out what to do. Now that said the unfortunate news is once my housemates pack up the modem and router I'm going to have little to no internet access from when I leave Thursday afternoon for AC (I'm stopping at a friend's along the way so won't be there until Friday) until I get settled in on the 17th at the earliest and that assumes the weather doesn't delay me and I don't decide to stop and see friends along the way. Otherwise it could be over two weeks. This is not to worry those people I know on here and regularly comment on here or their Patreon if I go dark for 2 weeks.
I'm still a bit unbalanced from all this as I had anticipated nothing changing until next month or so when the lease was up, or deciding to stay put through the winter to build up a nice nest egg for next year. I'm hoping to get some good insight in the guided meditation panel on Saturday since previous guided meditations at MFF and FC have been very valuable to me in learning more of my wolf and ostrich spirit guides. There are a lot of good panels planned Friday and Saturday. I'm also excited and nervous about the move since it's a potential fresh start but if things go sideways like they've done here the past year it could damage some friendships.
P.S. Must at some point go and upload more art gotten this year and last year.
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You are a cuck...
Never speak my name again, never speak "my" twin's name again. I have Hyatt Legal at my back now and if you believe I will not try me. I will take you straight to court for falsifying media information and violating legal rights to privacy.
You just did not want to move in with Naka, come to find out he had a stroke and unable to speak. In bad straits at that....I know what it like, it hell. This is one time I am going to say this. I feel for Naka. As for your mother, we will get to that soon.
You made it seem like we treated you so poorly in this. The cable was in "OUR" name not yours. The responsibility of the equipment is ours, not yours. You act like we owed you that. The stove and frig is ours , we paid every dime of it. Want us to call Tim are Rent-A-Center and get him to testify against you? You made it sound like we lorded those items when in fact you pot boxes of food items that were in fact over half air in them then bitched when we requested you to condense the wasted space. We wind up tossing our food for yours in March. Pardon me if the "Young Master" *spit* could not catered to. You sound like Hokointhi.
You made it out like we gave you no updates at all. All for the pettiness oh "Wo is me, I am so abused" hence petty party. You are a narcissist just as bad as Hokointhi. He dose this on the internet whine to the world gutless trash. In my face, you would not say this. That makes you a coward.
You went to your whore in Oklahoma. Fine. You could of just came clean on it. Even came clean with E'sstewin and told her you did not want to be with her and you could of said the same to me. Been honorable instead you just buck us around. There was no roommates here, it was a relationship that went south fast and we were made to feel like we were worthless. I even bought you the "House of Marley" headset as a gift and yours response was "STOP BUYING ME STUFF". RUDEST COLDEST THING I EVER HEARD! That was when I started running on blind faith. There are many issues we had, want me to reveal every last one here even down to the fact we warned you on how people drove in Cinny yet you still rode up on another car and what happened then? You are arrogant, care little for how you treat others, and as for lifestyle...
We offered to go to movies. We offered to go to the lakes, camp, go goofing. We tried to spend time with you yet it seems whoring around with your slut friends and playing Star Trek Online is your more your track. You never once offered E'sst anytime from yourself, do not give that bullshit about your truck. It not how great a vehicle you have, it the damn thought BAKA! Not even upset you never really invited myself or E'sst, it was what it was. Even that was not enough to get my ire....
You speak half-truths to lies to everyone here yet wonder why I am so upset. I thought I had the brain damage from a stroke... You always gave us less then a 24 hour updates about things you were doing or less and we had no idea you were going to Anthrocon at all yet you hang us with that petty trash that we had no idea about. I looked up the time for a trip to Pittsburgh from where we are, it was only 8 hours and 200$ air-flight both ways. You can spend that one way on gas over the mountains. You spreading half-truth about E'sstewin and myself is why I am pulling out the legal guns what I consider civil case worthy yet there is more. We also know about how you impersonate me to BB Rents, E'sstewin connected with BB Rents and told they entire story you cuck. That is illegal in and of itself. I cannot trust you at all. There is no friendship after that.
I was going to stay quiet on this out of respect for what I thought was something we had; let you live in peace but then E'sstewin found this trash. Bashing us up one side and down the other. Acting like we did this vengefully and giving you only a 24 hour notice like you did us. You have no need to worry about us after this filth, hurricane or not. We do not want your half-hearted feeble wish-washy care. If you cared we would be on Discord and this would not be posted as it is.
When KillshotArchor, someone I do not like calls up and checks to see if we are alright and your lazy ass cannot even be bothered. I think the action speaks for itself. You have had my Discord, never added me. So do not act like you been much as even a friend. When even my enemies care enough to say "Are you okay". OmegaSnake's sister Yumi is chewing her nails worrying of us. You make mention in a text that I had not reached out, ask yourself... Why should I have to after what you done and obviously been doing running us down even today and acting like you have no idea of what you said. Think I would not feel it, BAKA!? Think E'sstewin would not, she can sense when I am F-list without having a computer.
Be happy I have not let Carothion in on this, acturally I might after posting since he knows full and well when the offer was made. They wanted me down here in 2 weeks, I got them to allow me 4 yet you act as if we were suppose to give you infinity you brat. We even offered you a place with us, turned it down on the pretext of not knowing anyone yet you did not move to Texas for your mother, you went to your whore. It was E'sst that found out your true motives. Carothion would tear your head off with the half-truths and fact hiding as well as the treatment of E'sstewin. Me, I can take it and have while you went behind my back with Eternity and treated me like shit in 2001. Treating E'sstewin like she was barely a friend, playing games with no socializing and sextexting 12 hours a day. Yea, that one would have a few words to say. Not pleasant either.
Never again speak our names or make even the slightest mention. Do that and tell the whole truth. That all I ever need to see from you again. Do please screw a human AND 'try to go to Heaven'. For those who may not know, that worse then death to a unicorn.
Sure a lot of times I declined going out to dinner with you both (because I couldn't really afford to eat out every single day) or movies (because I typically worked the next morning and needed more than 3 hours sleep) but there were also many times when you two would leave the house without a word or I'd come home from work and you'd be out until evening or you two would spend all day in bed and I'd eventually give up waiting for you both to get up and would instead make my own plans. I wasn't solely at fault for what happened between us. I don't care what you think happened that weekend while I was at AC. I drove because I was meeting Naka near Akron and we were carpooling to Pittsburgh, partially because we knew this would be the last time we'd see each other and spend time together for awhile.
This journal was not written to be bashing in any way; simple a quick update (same with the Facebook post since I hadn't updated that in about 4 years) but you don't have to worry as I'm not going to bother either of you again.
Family dose not run down loved ones like this. I was not even going to do this and give you space till this. I wanted to see if you gave a damn and would reach out, the answer is no. You have me on Steam, could of tagged me there. You have my number, no call and can prove it. I did give you the correct user ID on Discord. Even if by 'mistake' it was misunderstood you have me on Steam and on phone. You are a very bad lair.
We tried to plan around your work and got denied still. So do not blame this on work. You were a lot of blame and we gave up like hitting the veil with our horns....Honestly you hiding and not wanting have anything to really do with us was 60% of the issues and the other the way you would scream at us if we bothered you about anything was about 25%. When we went to the lake, you hung out with Naka and the rest on your cellphone. I was always cleaning up after you. That not family can be counted in the 60%. Majority was yours and this attack on your journal is a defined statement of that.
We would sit in the room and talk, get out of the house while we let you play Star Trek and jerk off. Ask you to come to the point we saw it as wasted breath. Gave you chances to interact yet none taken.
You know it would of been nice to had been asked of the cons but hey we know where you stand. You have a nasty way of saying "I do not care", cruel way of it. Even when we would offer to pay your ticket you would rather jerk off and play Star Trek Online. Even when we bought you games, never installed. Never offered to play. Last Sahamin E'sstewin and I gave out candy to make children happy, sat out there and enjoyed the smiles; you sat on your ass playing Star Trek and jerking off. What would of taken to get a narcissist like you to see what you did? Well I guess it will take another to find out.
I'll agree that things could have been done better on both sides and a communication failure between us made things worse than they should have been. I'll admit a big part as to why I didn't try to include you in more things was because every time I've tried introducing you to people I know it's gone poorly and ended with that bridge being set fire to between you and them. I wanted to find a Game group or furmeet there in Ohio so there was more to do besides be bored at home most times but I knew I'd either have to exclude you two from it, which would cause issues, or wait for something to happen that would cause an overreaction and get you either asked to not return to the group or you'd set fire to that bridge yourself (like you nearly did in almost losing your current place the night before you were to move in).
You want to blame me for the last year- fine I'll take my fair share and I accept that. I've thought about this a lot the past year but if we were family it was because I was adopted into it- your unicorn's parents are not mine and these posts we're doing show that whatever family bond there was is gone. I wish you and E'sstewin a good life together and happiness in your lives; perhaps our paths will cross again some day but for now we're going in different directions.
We tried very hard to make things work. Nothing seemed to work with you even when I did try to make the attempt to change my own feelings. Open up with one who I thought it was impossible to do so with.
I let Naka come into our home, the one who wanted to enslave me against my will and against the laws of the United States of America, quite illegal. I gave a genuine chance to him that he actually was quite charming that evening. Unfortunately, my human Grandmother and the truck had to be resolved at the time. I would be almost willing to invite him here if he would accept but E'sstewin is still meined by your actions and words here. Wondered why she has not bothered to post, she says it will do no good and that you are not worth it. You never trusted us and admit it in your last post directed at me. Well in this one we admit you have lost everything with us and found ourselves waking up to the facts.
Want the reasons why the fur community is so wrong, I point you to a former member of it who got tired of the sick in it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDa9w_XoP7Y
I may not like Kothorix but he has one hell of a point and most of your friends of of the sickness that Kothorix points out. Many points I will bring up here and now about you.
As for your example, your own attempt to try and slander me again. Thankfully my call to the state rep got the Land Lord to understand tenants have rights to. Requesting an ADA accommodation is not a threat, it actually a part of my legal rights. Yes I am an American, and I do like my rights and as Thomas Jefferson said, "Give me freedom or give me death". Yet you think that stand up for those rights are wrong, hivemind. I stand up for myself and do not allow another to cross that line. You tend to believe rolling over and submitting; taking the stance as Kothorix has stated those who the hivemind say is bad (i.e Ness, Naka, Flit, etc are all guilty of this). The furry community tends to fear any level of "will" and "determination"; Kothorix is right of that as well as am I.
Show me a fur group that respects "free will" and honor "kindness and respect" and I will show them myself with my defenses down. Why do you think Zanblade, Micea Kitsune, Ethonian, E'sstewin, Reya88, ErinRedFen, Cailymk Darkwolf, Paradox Nova, Fifth Eye Gamer, Cure Crytal, Carothion, Jay, Kyuubi, Luciash, North888, and Omega Snake's blood sister Yumi in a Discord server sharing smut pictures.
Reason, no drama most of the time. When it dose happen it is handled as such
1) We vent and discuss it. Find out all parties involved point of view
2) Figure out a solution
3) Move on.
Most fur communitiues have no idea how to do this. It adulting so they have no real clue. Instead they prefer to be underhanded and backstabbing. Ness and Flit are both masters of this for example. Why should I drop my defenses for a chance to be treated like that.
Naka wishing to enslave me violates : The 13th Amendment, as enacted, reads “Neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as a punishment for crime whereof the party shall have been duly convicted, shall exist within the United States, or any place subject to their jurisdiction.”
This is sick that this is ever common in the Fur Community. There are stories promoting and supporting it in the community even here.
Let see about rape
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rape_....._United_States
Hmmmm, seems to me many stories and artwork here verge on illegal. Furries have been carted off for doing such.
This community for it representatives such as Ness , Flit, and yes even Naka "of the past' have scarred us.
As said before, show us a community of furries who are caring of "will". Not being underhanded and twisted. Watch me melt. I trusted Nimkaru, got raped for it. I trust only my lounge and my sister because of all the events that have taken place.
You will take whatever the hivemind say as true and turned on us many times even before we decided to move in. You weaseled back into E'sstewin's heart 2013 with knowing full and well I shut you out 'competely' after what took place in 2011-2012. You even in 2001 backstabbed me for Eternity's pussy. Yet the hivemind will swaddle you. Then produced this trash in order to get more swaddling. No mention I was having seizes from the stress of working for Comcast and E'sstewin was suffering asthma attacks from the pollution that only a heartless soulless shell would not see, and painted us as as badly as you could in this post. It been a long time that I rode on blind faith in you. All you painted us as was greedy and heartless.
You are right, there is no way you are anything related to me, honor is everything to me. Means nothing to you. I did not post any malice before seeing this and hoped to resolve this one day after awhile. You are the one who drug this in a very slight of horn manner to the public. Even hoped you would care enough to call but I was expecting you to not reach out. The fact you had lied to us about moving to your mother's, the fact you did not even want to be around us. Yea, I am passionate and strong willed. That is a unicorn and dragon. You believe we are stupid but we are not. Just because we respected you in not showing this all to the world till you posted this was respect to you. Something I wished you had in us. If fur life is all you desire then that what you have now.
No , there is no way you are my brother. A brother would of kept this at least truthful and understanding tone in the original post even if they were mad at the situation. Remember that the next time you decide to cry for the hive. You might find those you slander might come up and confront you.
I do not care what you threaten me as you have. These are the facts are out against your half-truth. I am not going to expect anything from you. Saying you take responiblity and acturally doing so is two different things. Taking responiblity would be telling everyone here the real reasons why the move happened. Why we are so guarded. What you did so many times. What you will do to repent and not do to another soul again....
You will never do that willingly and of honor!!!!!
P.S you would make a poor Klingon, me on the otherhand would rip the cloaking device out of my ship and pee on it. Facing my death eyes open. Remember that.