This journal was made to get some stuff off my chest, mainly an apology to users on FA for how I’ve treated them whether it was recent or in the past.

When it comes to situations stressful or emotional I have a tendency to act on emotions rather than rationally which has lead to hurting ex-friends or current friends. I’m not perfect and I can be an asshole when emotions get out of hand but it still is no excuse to treat those around me the way I have.

I at times can become a jealous person whether it be feelings for someone or attention to others and I can act out on it which actually makes me look like a jackass and douchebag which when I think back on those times I cringe and hate how I was.

I mainly want to apologize to these people who are either my friends or were friends for my behavior in the past and how I was at fault for the problems not them.



These are the people I know from memory I’ve treated poorly in the past or recently and I just want everyone whether it be the people who were targets by me or just my watchers to know I’m deeply and immensely sorry for my behavior in the past and present.