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About Joker's Health (Info for Commissioners)
7 years ago
Hi, guys.
Uh... I wish I had some good news. Last month, he was ok. We finished some precedures, gave him meds, it took more time of the day than I planned, but thanks God, I have very understanding commissioners. I have about 4 pictures from vet bills batch delayed for 2 weeks now, gonna be finished asap, I'm super sorry for this delay, I was a fool for giving you my regular turnaround time to expect, when I had such a situation to care about in my life, which obviously didn't allowed me to work on a regular schedule.
Nothing crazy with delays or backlog is going on, I just hate myself for every day of delay, even if I have 1-2 pictures in a queue. Eh... Back to the story:
Joker was totally ok for the last month, procedures and meds helped, we walked, ate, played and slept like normal. I was very happy... And yesterday, in the evening, he started coughing again, had problems with breathing and laying down...After a few hours he calmed down somehow and slept all night until it was time to go to our vet.
There is inflamination and air in his lungs again. And something what looks like a tumor as well... We will know for sure tomorrow, because maybe it was a part of his lungs which turned this way because of the air inside his body, which they sucked out after the xray. So...Tomorrow we will know. But if there is a tumor - we can't help it. They did surgery like that only once and it wasn't a success. If it's not, then we have no idea what's going on with his body, which is also super scary...
Now after the procedures, he is somehow ok and sleeping. Tomorrow procedures again, I already bought and gave him meds. We are going for another round of this fight and I have no idea how long we can go on and if there is a chance for a win. Long story short: he is in the same state as the month ago, I will need more money for medications and treatment, so be sure, I will be offering more commissions again after I'm done with this batch. Well, actually I'm still open now, for the same discounted rate for artistic freedom pictures. I will start on new commissions in a first paid - first served order, after I'm done with a current batch, which should take me another week, I guess...
Check out commission info here, please: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/fleki/
On the other hand, I'm trying really hard to be there for him, to care about him, to work more so I can support him, even if drawing is really hard in this state of mind. I skip gym all the time, just to have more time for Joker and work, but as a result of it and junk food, which I feed myself with to calm down, I throw in the trash all of my gym progress, my diet and all, I lose my shape and I hate myself for it even more... I drunk a lot of energy drinks just to stay awake longer and do more work, I did it until my liver failed on my few days ago and I was really sick for a day... All in all, I'm in such a horrible mental and health shape right now, that I don't know how to make it and stay strong for Joker.
I just...I dunno. So tired.
Uh... I wish I had some good news. Last month, he was ok. We finished some precedures, gave him meds, it took more time of the day than I planned, but thanks God, I have very understanding commissioners. I have about 4 pictures from vet bills batch delayed for 2 weeks now, gonna be finished asap, I'm super sorry for this delay, I was a fool for giving you my regular turnaround time to expect, when I had such a situation to care about in my life, which obviously didn't allowed me to work on a regular schedule.
Nothing crazy with delays or backlog is going on, I just hate myself for every day of delay, even if I have 1-2 pictures in a queue. Eh... Back to the story:
Joker was totally ok for the last month, procedures and meds helped, we walked, ate, played and slept like normal. I was very happy... And yesterday, in the evening, he started coughing again, had problems with breathing and laying down...After a few hours he calmed down somehow and slept all night until it was time to go to our vet.
There is inflamination and air in his lungs again. And something what looks like a tumor as well... We will know for sure tomorrow, because maybe it was a part of his lungs which turned this way because of the air inside his body, which they sucked out after the xray. So...Tomorrow we will know. But if there is a tumor - we can't help it. They did surgery like that only once and it wasn't a success. If it's not, then we have no idea what's going on with his body, which is also super scary...
Now after the procedures, he is somehow ok and sleeping. Tomorrow procedures again, I already bought and gave him meds. We are going for another round of this fight and I have no idea how long we can go on and if there is a chance for a win. Long story short: he is in the same state as the month ago, I will need more money for medications and treatment, so be sure, I will be offering more commissions again after I'm done with this batch. Well, actually I'm still open now, for the same discounted rate for artistic freedom pictures. I will start on new commissions in a first paid - first served order, after I'm done with a current batch, which should take me another week, I guess...
Check out commission info here, please: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/fleki/
On the other hand, I'm trying really hard to be there for him, to care about him, to work more so I can support him, even if drawing is really hard in this state of mind. I skip gym all the time, just to have more time for Joker and work, but as a result of it and junk food, which I feed myself with to calm down, I throw in the trash all of my gym progress, my diet and all, I lose my shape and I hate myself for it even more... I drunk a lot of energy drinks just to stay awake longer and do more work, I did it until my liver failed on my few days ago and I was really sick for a day... All in all, I'm in such a horrible mental and health shape right now, that I don't know how to make it and stay strong for Joker.
I just...I dunno. So tired.
I really do hope Joker pulls through this strange thing. You have my best wishes for him and yourself.
I'm not sure if i'll be able to help.
I tweeted this out, either way too.
Love to you and joker.
I am not exactly sure if you meant water instead of air in his lungs? But if its water I would check how his heart is doing. Usually water in the lung is caused by a grow in heart size and high blood pressure. I had the same symptoms in Zoe and Sharky.
I wish joker the best of health in his old days!