This year so far... has been ONE of the craziest of my life... Really eye-opening in the sense of psychology and how people work. I think I finally understand the meaning of the phrase "Ignorance is Bliss." I've found out I trust too easily. And I'm easily hated. Had someone loosen all the lug nuts on all but one tire (I have a suspicion on who it was... but a suspicion is all I have) of our van. I've found out that MANY people have been secretly fake to me, or have used me. I've learned... I am polyamorous, and I've never been happier than in accepting it. I've learned... that everyone has known I'm a furry, for years. I found out that my best friend in 4th grade, is also one... and so are most of my closest friends.

I've also found the love of my life... the one that makes everything okay. The one that has patience when I freak out, calming me down, snuggling and telling me he's there for me. The one that always reassures me that I'm not bugging him when I am scared that I am because everyone else has treated me like I do. The one that not only doesn't mind me being polyamorous... but thoroughly enjoys it because he's the one who opened my eyes to the fact that I am. I now have my happy little "family" (as I like to call it, since I don't really have family) with my two cats, my bf who is jumping into the world of furryness, and my alpha wolf. And, for the first time... even though my life is falling apart, I'm generally happy. And I'm hoping... soon... my luck will get better. As my brother says, I am the luckiest Unlucky person ever XD.