I guess b/c i don't have a Live Journal I just say what I'm thinking on here. First off i'm really well. I've been mostly been staying w/ my fur friend and his roommates these last few weeks and haven't really had time to draw or be on IM's. Sorry to those that miss me and the like, but I'm very glad I'm not online more than what is necessary to read emails and keep up w/ my pages. I like to think that i'm only on b/c i'm bored or want to really draw or talk now-a-days.

I'm now dating the fur i'm visiting and have had some of the most romantic and meaningful memories with him in such a short time. It's not like I planned this when i came here, but it more or less just fell into place and feels right. I leave for KC in a week and i think i will go there w/ open paws to catch the next great thing, i don't think a long distance relationship will neither work nor make us happy. Without a doubt though, i will miss him a shit ton. I really love where I am now and the lessons I've learned. In the middle of the night his computer went on by itself so he told me to go on it and see when the sun rises so we can see it together, so i go on it and the window shows a mapquest directions to see how far he is from KC (he would blush and be embarrassed at me saying this but it was such a sweet and really amazing moment when i saw it and looked back into his blushing eyes that i have to share it). Also I would like to share some advice that he gave me that blew my mind, something that I considered the some of the best advice i've ever heard:
(this is paraphrased) One should not be angry at someone for doing something that you did not expect; instead you are the one at fault for having false expectations and should there by change how you see that person.

This summer started so good and quickly disintegrated til i was rather hurt and bitter towards a lot of things. I'm very glad that I have not lost my favourite trait of being able to appreciate where I am and who i'm w/ as much as i can. I've learned a lot this summer and I really don't even think i'm the same man i was 3 months ago. I'm growing up and constantly living and learning. I'm really glad i got to stay w/ people like  Lobosan,  Fitz, and  unshackledfenrir, they don't know how much i really appreciated their advice and being able to live w/ older furs meant to me right now.

Well I can't wait for what life brings, I'm soon to be off to see the hoss  profholdenhoss