I've hit depression again
7 years ago
"Sigh" today is one of those days where I sometimes question my life, one in partculat started off with not cooking a chicken breast for my mom and my mom thinking video games make people stupid, saying that I don't draw, or just being lazy, and I'm sick of her ranting, I'm of her always blaming things just because its not making me do things "productively" and also just to show off my success as If it was her success, I've hit depression to a new low, and I'm sick of my life...
I said "googoo poopoo" and for some reason she had an English translation. >.>
Besides the fact when someone uses the term "you brainwashed everyone" I automatically dub them as a hazard because they are gonna act as such and ignore the fact that they chose to walk on broken glass and gripe about that short coming, plus me as well as telephone and skype contacts can not get a word in edgewise because she talks over people and she does this into the phone on speaker as if she's gonna kiss the screen so we've marked her as a waste of time and we just go back to what we were doing. Alot of people have claimed that they know me well but yet they didn't know that I could draw, drive, operate a firearm, customize them, repair things, plqay certain games, I'm sure if you ask them what my fav game was they will have one answer which is the wrong answer as well as favorite color, actor, etc, funny how I mention this because when my alarm system went off in my home nobody knew the secret word to disarm it but me, they tried names, sonic, etc and that is because they know zip about me but want to people to think they do.
I have a new system now with a new secret word so I could leave a hint, it is a word similar to dexters password to open his bookshelf in an episode and is one word that people think is two but is also an animal but is closely related to dexters bookself's verbal command which if not said correct causes a meltdown. xP