Last afternoon (monday 08/10/2009)

my loved dog died! *washes tears away* he was 13 years of age and grew up with me since i was 12, Sadly to my moving this month i haven't had the chance to visit him often. but my dad told me the last 8 days where the worst of his life, watching the dog colapses and falling and shivering was hard to look and be there with! so on the 8th day they called a veterinarian to put him to sleep and cut of the pain he have in those days.

AND I WAS NOT THERE ! i cant stand it to see an animal how you loved passes away in your arms! not again! *washes more tears away*

my Parents told me that after he put to sleep they wraped him in his towel and puting him down in the garden on a place where he spend most of the time digging in the earth. it was his fave place!

so depressed gona play xbox or something to get something other on my mind!