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12 years... it feels like yesterday
7 years ago
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Tomorrow... marks 12 years since I left hell. But... I still get flashbacks. Mostly the words echoing in my head these days. Occasionally visual. Some days, it doesn't bother me. Others... its crippling.
Everyone says I've come so far, that I'm so strong for surviving it. But I still feel like I'm a failure most days, that after 12 years I should be over it, the memories shouldn't haunt me. But they do. Especially on days where people say the same that bitch said, or similar. Today isn't a great day, but its not a horrible one either, it is an off day though.
Everyone says I've come so far, that I'm so strong for surviving it. But I still feel like I'm a failure most days, that after 12 years I should be over it, the memories shouldn't haunt me. But they do. Especially on days where people say the same that bitch said, or similar. Today isn't a great day, but its not a horrible one either, it is an off day though.
