...well i never really left, i was just really busy with work all the time so posting had been next to nonexistent but as of last week i finally gathered the courage to quit from there. I originally wanted a part time job to kind of coexsist with drawing. you know 20 hour weeks, 6 hour shifts was what i was expecting, something small and manageable but as time went on the weeks and hours per night would just get unbearably long. i thought working a night time shift would be up my alley but turns out when you have to stay up all night as part of a job rather than doing it at your leisure its pretty draining. In between the long hours of heavy lifting crap and rushing to finish things on time, once a new manager rolled in and started making us relearn everything and adding even more stuff on our already busy workload i figured i had about enough and was time to move on. in hindsight i should have found another job ahead of time, was it a smart move to leave when i did? nope, but i didn't give a crap, i was unhappy and so burnt out, and there wasn't a single night i didn't bitch about something.

So since then of course ive been putting in applications, but in the mean time commissions are my bread winner again. But i don't know whats come over me, i felt like i havent drawn in weeks, so ive decided to practice coloring again and for some reason i feel like ive gotten better, my style is getting cleaner and more refined, im paying closer attention to details etc. maybe its the new smart TV i invested in with its much better color clarity i dunno but im pretty excited to post what i have made. now if FA would stop being so slow...