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Updates: Run of bad luck
7 years ago
The past few days haven't been too good. I seem to have the worst luck this week and because of that I've been constantly stressed and anxious. My husband and I are trying to get move details and are running circles basically. We might FINALLY have found a place and can hopefully within the next few days put a deposit on it. Now, it's still stress and anxiety inducing because we HAVE to do all this before we even get to the new place. (We're moving back to mainland so we have 0 way of actually visiting the apartment we will be buying) There's no way of me finding one on my own while out there, or lodging, so it's just something we have to do, and it's been nothing short of shitty. We aren't even on our own schedule here since it's a port shift, we're kinda just rolling with the punches, and there have been a lot of punches.
On top of this I've got news my family dog died, I needed to take a day after that, it hit hard. I haven't slept much or well in over a week, If I get any sleep it's only 3-4 hours at a time and even then I wake up once or twice in the middle. It's been so mentally and physically exhausting. When I do have the time, I've been unable to work well on art at all. When I try it doesn't look any good because I'm so removed from it while so tired and stressed out. Constant headaches and stomach aches have kept me from my computer screen and I feel really bad for taking more time even after I just had a long break. We really weren't expecting so many issues with this move, I've spent hours and hours searching and reading and both of us sending emails. Having to make calls today, which is one of my biggest anxiety inducers. Gonna hopefully get all our questions answered and find a place we can actually put a deposit on. I just pray that after today, I can sort out everything and relax, like truly for a second take a moment to clear my mind of it all. It's why I haven't opened commissions or streamed yet this month. In addition, I won't be opening commissions until after my move has settled in August. After then it'll be a better set up and not much else to do but work so it'll be much better then.
So I'm so so sorry for the time commissions are taking to finish this month! I'm taking the time to contact everyone individually with updates if I have them, but also wanted to post this here as sort of an insight on why and just sort of life update in general. I'm going to try and sleep, and will contact those directly about commission statuses.
Thank you guys
On top of this I've got news my family dog died, I needed to take a day after that, it hit hard. I haven't slept much or well in over a week, If I get any sleep it's only 3-4 hours at a time and even then I wake up once or twice in the middle. It's been so mentally and physically exhausting. When I do have the time, I've been unable to work well on art at all. When I try it doesn't look any good because I'm so removed from it while so tired and stressed out. Constant headaches and stomach aches have kept me from my computer screen and I feel really bad for taking more time even after I just had a long break. We really weren't expecting so many issues with this move, I've spent hours and hours searching and reading and both of us sending emails. Having to make calls today, which is one of my biggest anxiety inducers. Gonna hopefully get all our questions answered and find a place we can actually put a deposit on. I just pray that after today, I can sort out everything and relax, like truly for a second take a moment to clear my mind of it all. It's why I haven't opened commissions or streamed yet this month. In addition, I won't be opening commissions until after my move has settled in August. After then it'll be a better set up and not much else to do but work so it'll be much better then.
So I'm so so sorry for the time commissions are taking to finish this month! I'm taking the time to contact everyone individually with updates if I have them, but also wanted to post this here as sort of an insight on why and just sort of life update in general. I'm going to try and sleep, and will contact those directly about commission statuses.
Thank you guys
