Update! + Taking offers on almost all my characters!
7 years ago
Current Goal: Mini Desktop to replace dying laptop ~ $150/$900
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Sooo my mental state plummeted on and off p badly for a long long time, I spent alot of my spiral down into it on here, DA, n TH, I didn't say much bout it n played it off even when I did say something, which probs didn't help me get better tbh. I'm a p honest person, but I have a habit of keeping to myself outta fear of others, which is a thing PTSD victims have apparently, I knew I had it, but I thought I just had severe social anxiety, but my therapist is p sure my PTSD is the reason my paranoia is so bad. I'm on some meds now; Bupropion FOR my MDD n Anxiety, Prazosin for my PTSD nightmares (I already have low blood pressure so I have to have a super salty diet), Gabapenton for Anxiety, n most recently I started taking Lithium for my MDD. I used to take Abilify, but it made me too restless even when doing things, n it kept me from sleep, so the Lithium was the alt for it. My psych told me that the whole reason my side effects w Effexor were so bad was cause it was giving me Serotonin Storms, which can be lethal, so was shocked my old psych just kept upping the dose when I voiced concerns n wanted to change to something else. Because of my reaction to Effexor, my current psych wants to stay away from drugs that work the same way, like Prozac, which limits my options, but hopefully either Lithium or the last option, Lamigdal, will work w out bad side effects. I love my new psych n therapist, they're both rlly sweet n caring, it's rlly great to have ones that care n listen for once~! ; w; <33
Also, I'm parting w most of my chars since I have too many n I haven't drawn in years cuz of my mental state! Feel free to message me here or on TH, details n alot of my chars are here: https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/60304......my-characters-
I still have a bunch I haven't uploaded yet, but I'm hoping to get them all on there soon.