You know what I hate? I hate people who fuck with your mind. In particular... exes. This one, she decides that she wants to get back together, and I'm like, "Sure, sounds cool," and then she changes her mind like a day later. What the hell? I was NOT happy. This has been an ongoing cycle for MONTHS. Since JANUARY, people. We talk, we fall for each other, we split unexpectedly, we stop talking, then we start, and it's a very annoying, stressful pattern. I seem to attract runners. People who run from their problems, or from something they think is too good for them, or just to see who will chase them. And I'm tired of running, dammit, I'm not in the mood anymore. I want to be able to stay in one spot. I was happy earlier. I was chilling at home, blowing my nose every ten seconds, texting a girl who ran to me (for once), and then BAM! IT'S EX TIME. TIME FOR ME TO GET ALL MAD, AND MOPEY, AND THINK "HOLY SHIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME." FUCK. If you are female, and reading this... stop running. It really pisses us off after a while. And guys... hell. I have nothing to say to you, except know when to stop chasing. It saves a lot of time and energy... I'm an idiot, and I never give up. That is, and always will be, my downfall.