Sorry for being quiet, had a lot going on the past few days. My cat of 15 years passed away a few days ago (on my roommates sythrawold 's birthday) and then I seem to have brought home a virus to our other cats from working at the shelter. I no longer work there though....and I'm happy about that especially with all that we have been dealing with. We have been battling that respiratory virus, ugh. Then my sister moved in with us until she finds her own place. She is great to have around cause I haven't had time to think.

So it's just been one of those things where I am extremely sad but haven't had time to mourn yet. Been pretty much in denial that he is even gone.

Thinking about it, just send me into a fit of uncontrollable tears.

When everything slows down and I have time to reflect, I'm not even sure what to do. I knew he would pass away in the coming years but you just....never expect it. I miss him like crazy.

Anyway, if anyone is interested I may open a commission or post a ych to help make up for all the expenses.