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Overworked and mentally drained
7 years ago
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I can't complain or vent about anything on social media since my accounts are all watched by my company.
This isn't like me asking for advice or anything.
Just trying to let people know that I'm in a terrible state of mind and to vent
I am extremely exhausted to the point that I can barely hold a conversation anymore and its all I can do to just greet people face to face.
I normally don't interact online too often and even less so now that I'm on a schedule from hell.
I've already been working a job that needs 2-3 people most days for 6-7 days a week for the last 6 months.
On my feet all day, have to deal with guests staying at the hotel nonstop and every one feels insanely entitled just because they bought a room for one night.
So I always have to put on the friendliest face I can and be polite to everyone.
So I'm just drained mentally and physically, I don't think I can keep doing this kind of thing.
Stress from bank issues, lack of social activities..I'm burning out super fast and I don't think I can even keep up with relationships anymore.
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I do need to find more groups to interact with, people to chat with, maybe play some games to kill time with too.
That'd be nice
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I can't complain or vent about anything on social media since my accounts are all watched by my company.
This isn't like me asking for advice or anything.
Just trying to let people know that I'm in a terrible state of mind and to vent
I am extremely exhausted to the point that I can barely hold a conversation anymore and its all I can do to just greet people face to face.
I normally don't interact online too often and even less so now that I'm on a schedule from hell.
I've already been working a job that needs 2-3 people most days for 6-7 days a week for the last 6 months.
On my feet all day, have to deal with guests staying at the hotel nonstop and every one feels insanely entitled just because they bought a room for one night.
So I always have to put on the friendliest face I can and be polite to everyone.
So I'm just drained mentally and physically, I don't think I can keep doing this kind of thing.
Stress from bank issues, lack of social activities..I'm burning out super fast and I don't think I can even keep up with relationships anymore.
zzzzzzzz
I do need to find more groups to interact with, people to chat with, maybe play some games to kill time with too.
That'd be nice
I have maybe 2-3 hours of free time a day when I’m not working or sleeping.
And I spend it doing errands and laundry or making myself food before work.
You gotta get some time to breath! Any discretionary time to take for your health?
Honestly just at my mental limit idk what point I’m even trying to make
I work seven days this week
Also sounds like your manager is a cunt if they're putting all this on you.
The first day I got to the lakehouse it caught on fire and one of the rooms was scorched.
Spent the rest of my vacation cleaning and dealing with insurance agents.
But you can look at this from a philosophical point of view, like life shows you that it can be quite bad and challenging sometimes, so that you can really appreciate and enjoy times when everything is alright. You know this contrast thing?
Anyways, I don't really know what I'm talking about, I hope you'll feel better soon :3
I'd be happy to chat and share memes anytime if you are into salty old army guys :3
This combined with my mate ending things a week ago, and me finding his dating profile for him online a couple days ago, I'm losing my damn mind. x.x
One day I hope you can escape it, because it's not healthy :(
so I'm going to try and escape