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Break up from commissions
7 years ago
• commissions — OPEN | • trades — equal quality art (ask me) | • collaborations — for friends only | • requests — closed Heya. I guess I have to say that I am strongly need a commission break.... I am not sure.
I feel kinda unhappy, unsatisfied and unconfident with myself, my surroundings and my feels. I don't enjoy personal pieces, also they don't get much attention as well. At the end I feel just useless and not important. I think thats why I keep going and draw commissions I feel a little better making people happy for the new works. But I also get extremelly tired.
My eyes and head are aching, body is always tired, I don't feel healthy...and so far, I can't move anywhere and do anything right now, keep spending summer days in physical laziness.
I have only few to finish, so I need to make them now:
- 2 headshots
- sketchy ref
- halfbody coloured sketch
After that, I think, I should try push myself into personal art...I guess I don't any activity on page cause, uh, cmon, commissions aren't interesting, as well as vent pieces are. I will try do more story based personal arts and maybe cheer up myself by this ( I hope I am not doing wrong, maybe keep doing no point/not emptional for myself commissioned art would be better...I don't really now, I am just afraid to make not so HQ work cause of this moods, yea)
So yes, I don't accept comms for a while, sorry. I guess month or even less, I usually get out of shit fast.
I feel kinda unhappy, unsatisfied and unconfident with myself, my surroundings and my feels. I don't enjoy personal pieces, also they don't get much attention as well. At the end I feel just useless and not important. I think thats why I keep going and draw commissions I feel a little better making people happy for the new works. But I also get extremelly tired.
My eyes and head are aching, body is always tired, I don't feel healthy...and so far, I can't move anywhere and do anything right now, keep spending summer days in physical laziness.
I have only few to finish, so I need to make them now:
- 2 headshots
- sketchy ref
- halfbody coloured sketch
After that, I think, I should try push myself into personal art...I guess I don't any activity on page cause, uh, cmon, commissions aren't interesting, as well as vent pieces are. I will try do more story based personal arts and maybe cheer up myself by this ( I hope I am not doing wrong, maybe keep doing no point/not emptional for myself commissioned art would be better...I don't really now, I am just afraid to make not so HQ work cause of this moods, yea)
So yes, I don't accept comms for a while, sorry. I guess month or even less, I usually get out of shit fast.
Try to enjoy art, for yourself, for a while. <3
means a lot for me :> and I hope to finish pretty big art now with some of my mains *V*
Личное творчество должно расслаблять, но из-за того, что у тебя перед людьми ответственность, на что-то своё совсем нет времени.