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Happy 5th Anniversary Pooka!
16 years ago
Happy Anniversary Pooka!
We've had our ups and downs, but we've made it to our 5th year together despite all of the obstacles in our way. We are closer than ever to our goal of moving in together, as it seems that there are only one or two obstacles remaining for us.
Thank you for putting up with my obsessions that you really have no interest in, and for not getting too upset with me when I'm not as romantic as you'd like me to be. Please just know that I try, but I'm a very reserved person and it's hard for me to show things like that as openly as I'd like. I wish certain parts of my life hadn't played out like they did, I might have been more outgoing. However, I know you like me the way I am, and that's what is so great about being with you.
I just want you to remember that no matter how bad you think things are, I will always do my best to be there for you. You mean everything to me, surely more than I can manage to show. I think about you every day and wish I would be driving home to you that night but you don't always see that side because I do my best to just not think about it much and push it to the side.
Unfortunately I still have a tendency to hide my feelings behind a mask; I still keep things to myself so as to not have other people concerned for me. I've never had a big group of friends, and the ones I never let get that close to me. Thank you for sticking with me all this time and letting me open up to you at my own pace. You'll probably never understand why I do some things the way I do, but then neither will I. There is a lot that goes on in my head, many random thoughts and ideas. I'm very reserved on what I actually let out of there, but then again nobody else really has cared enough to actually get to know me that well to hear some of my more private thoughts. It is a lot easier for me to talk to you than anybody else. I'm sure that sometimes you think I'm just ignoring you, but most likely I got lost in my own little world for awhile. I don't do it purposely, my mind just wanders.
I should also say that the metal/metalcore music I listen to has been a good way to clear my mind and relax my emotions. Whether I'm angry or sad, it almost always helps. I also like to wear headphones or be alone in the car when I'm trying to clear my head, as I am further closed off from other distractions. Random information, I know.
Getting back on track and wrapping this up:
Gust, I love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. As long as we continue to accept each other's quirks and remain dedicated to our relationship, I think we have a great chance to make this dream a reality. Please bear with me and I promise to do the same for you. Let's get those last obstacles cleared so we can actually start living our life.
Who would have thought meeting someone at a paintball game in Canada would have turned into such a wonderful relationship with an amazing person?
We've had our ups and downs, but we've made it to our 5th year together despite all of the obstacles in our way. We are closer than ever to our goal of moving in together, as it seems that there are only one or two obstacles remaining for us.
Thank you for putting up with my obsessions that you really have no interest in, and for not getting too upset with me when I'm not as romantic as you'd like me to be. Please just know that I try, but I'm a very reserved person and it's hard for me to show things like that as openly as I'd like. I wish certain parts of my life hadn't played out like they did, I might have been more outgoing. However, I know you like me the way I am, and that's what is so great about being with you.
I just want you to remember that no matter how bad you think things are, I will always do my best to be there for you. You mean everything to me, surely more than I can manage to show. I think about you every day and wish I would be driving home to you that night but you don't always see that side because I do my best to just not think about it much and push it to the side.
Unfortunately I still have a tendency to hide my feelings behind a mask; I still keep things to myself so as to not have other people concerned for me. I've never had a big group of friends, and the ones I never let get that close to me. Thank you for sticking with me all this time and letting me open up to you at my own pace. You'll probably never understand why I do some things the way I do, but then neither will I. There is a lot that goes on in my head, many random thoughts and ideas. I'm very reserved on what I actually let out of there, but then again nobody else really has cared enough to actually get to know me that well to hear some of my more private thoughts. It is a lot easier for me to talk to you than anybody else. I'm sure that sometimes you think I'm just ignoring you, but most likely I got lost in my own little world for awhile. I don't do it purposely, my mind just wanders.
I should also say that the metal/metalcore music I listen to has been a good way to clear my mind and relax my emotions. Whether I'm angry or sad, it almost always helps. I also like to wear headphones or be alone in the car when I'm trying to clear my head, as I am further closed off from other distractions. Random information, I know.
Getting back on track and wrapping this up:
Gust, I love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. As long as we continue to accept each other's quirks and remain dedicated to our relationship, I think we have a great chance to make this dream a reality. Please bear with me and I promise to do the same for you. Let's get those last obstacles cleared so we can actually start living our life.
Who would have thought meeting someone at a paintball game in Canada would have turned into such a wonderful relationship with an amazing person?
