Since summer is coming to an end and my semester is around the corner. I want to share my mental thought about all of this. For the past summer even though I had a good time with friends and stuff, when the fun is over I felt like I was alone. I know its really stupid and all that, but thats how I felt. I try to interact other people on social media, but I been having always no luck at all. Most of the time when I see people having fun and I want to join in and stuff I feel like I get shut out. I feel like I dont even belong at all or even questioning on why I'm even here, so most of the time I build a wall around myself from others unless its someone I know personally. The harder part is that finding something to talk about and I feel like I'm just a robot who just doesn't know anything. In conclusion, my summer was alright and everything. I wished I did more for myself and everything. The question that I'm asking myself is that..am I boring and weighing people down? Thats how I feel mentally for the summer.