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Tiger Talks: Never Give Up Hope
7 years ago
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Hello everyone, your main tiger is back from a small break I took and I gotta get a bit real (Out of character and as my real world self here). I sorta had to sit down and rediscover myself a bit, ya know why I create stuff and livestream. Yes it would be nice to earn funds and such in the process, but I do what I can with what resources I have currently. I'm not a famous content creator, I use Second Life as my canvas for creating the artwork that I do. But really I do what I do because its fun and I will be honest, breaks me out of my shell.
I still have issues with confidence, in fact I'm less confident in other people's livestreams just due to the fact that I normally am over looked or ignored, it happens quite a bit, but I guess I still never really give up on that sorta thing, just finding the right livestream to kind of establish myself in so my confidence isn't wavering. I still also tend to beat myself up over things, in particular things I can't control in my current situation, don't know why I do that so much but its also something I need to beat and move on.
I'm still seeking those who would like to game and such together and just have fun. (I do get competitive in fighting games but that's just something I actually am more confident than anything else I play with multiplayer aspects. I suck at some FPS games.) Yes, I'm still single haven't found the right girl yet but hopefully one day I will. Sucks being alone physically and I actually mean that more on friend terms as well. I don't get to hang out with friends I've known since my high school days due to rl stuff and things beyond our control. So hopefully I will meet some of you in rl and expand my friend list online as well.
I still am jobless currently, due to issues with the company that hired me at my old job (Cleaning government buildings), sadly we (me and 3 other people) lost the contract because of the new company supervisor, nothing by what we did. It came down to internal affairs after arguments and such between the higher ups. And I've learned that I may possibly be rehired due to other companies not doing what they need to keep the buildings as clean as we did. But until pride and ego gets turned around that could still be a bit of a wait. However I was surprisingly qualified for unemployment… less of a pay but so much better than nothing.
I've put in applications to various jobs over the course of a month and no one has reached back to me yet locally (was contacted from one job but a drive is like 40 miles total a day for $7.25/hr not exactly worth it due to rising gas costs.), either the position is filled or I'm "overqualified" and really with that being the case I don't know where I can go around here. So when I get the first chance I'm moving out west, to my dream career of being a game designer/developer. I've started work on projects and such, now I'm focused on my big goals which I know God has his hand in things and in my life currently and I'm just gonna keep focused on doing what I'm doing now until that day comes. Gaming, creating and livestreaming.
So I don't know what will be in store for me, what doors will be opened or what opportunities lie in wait for me, but I'm holding on to what I believe in, and knowing that something is out there for me, sure I don't have any types of funds currently to get things with but I'm using what I can to create the content that I can to hopefully earn funds and such, and if anyone of you would like to support me through this rough time you can check out my Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/excybertiger if you all would like to support me.
And as far as my content goes. I may release some special types of bundles so that way you guys can see pictures in full HD. Just let me know in the comments what you think, and even some ideas. Also during my picarto livestreams as a heads up, I won't be doing custom commission work, I will only work on my characters, and Sonic related characters but you can still get commission work done just not of your own OCs because I don't want a livestream to be focused on one person I have to completely focused on and lets face it some commission work gets boring after a while when getting those tiny details done for another person. So I'll be doing custom commissions off stream. Details and prices (including price changes) will be arriving very soon. And also as far as my gaming channels I'll be focused a bit more so I can earn money on content creation but I'll need help doing that. Here are the channels I work on: (Sorry no links due to keeping gaming and art content separated)
So sorry if I worried all of you guys and not posting anything or doing anything over these past 2 weeks but things just haven't been going my way BUT thats not saying that I have gave up. Any comments, suggestions even Ko-Fi's will help me focus on being a better content creator, becoming bolder and even better in confidence in myself. I'm always up for gaming with anyone YES SO READY FOR SMASH ULTIMATE! That is so much Hype right there. So please guys let me hear your voices and any types of comments or words of encouragement I get from people will not be ignored.
Thanks again!
excybertiger,
Eric
I still have issues with confidence, in fact I'm less confident in other people's livestreams just due to the fact that I normally am over looked or ignored, it happens quite a bit, but I guess I still never really give up on that sorta thing, just finding the right livestream to kind of establish myself in so my confidence isn't wavering. I still also tend to beat myself up over things, in particular things I can't control in my current situation, don't know why I do that so much but its also something I need to beat and move on.
I'm still seeking those who would like to game and such together and just have fun. (I do get competitive in fighting games but that's just something I actually am more confident than anything else I play with multiplayer aspects. I suck at some FPS games.) Yes, I'm still single haven't found the right girl yet but hopefully one day I will. Sucks being alone physically and I actually mean that more on friend terms as well. I don't get to hang out with friends I've known since my high school days due to rl stuff and things beyond our control. So hopefully I will meet some of you in rl and expand my friend list online as well.
I still am jobless currently, due to issues with the company that hired me at my old job (Cleaning government buildings), sadly we (me and 3 other people) lost the contract because of the new company supervisor, nothing by what we did. It came down to internal affairs after arguments and such between the higher ups. And I've learned that I may possibly be rehired due to other companies not doing what they need to keep the buildings as clean as we did. But until pride and ego gets turned around that could still be a bit of a wait. However I was surprisingly qualified for unemployment… less of a pay but so much better than nothing.
I've put in applications to various jobs over the course of a month and no one has reached back to me yet locally (was contacted from one job but a drive is like 40 miles total a day for $7.25/hr not exactly worth it due to rising gas costs.), either the position is filled or I'm "overqualified" and really with that being the case I don't know where I can go around here. So when I get the first chance I'm moving out west, to my dream career of being a game designer/developer. I've started work on projects and such, now I'm focused on my big goals which I know God has his hand in things and in my life currently and I'm just gonna keep focused on doing what I'm doing now until that day comes. Gaming, creating and livestreaming.
So I don't know what will be in store for me, what doors will be opened or what opportunities lie in wait for me, but I'm holding on to what I believe in, and knowing that something is out there for me, sure I don't have any types of funds currently to get things with but I'm using what I can to create the content that I can to hopefully earn funds and such, and if anyone of you would like to support me through this rough time you can check out my Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/excybertiger if you all would like to support me.
And as far as my content goes. I may release some special types of bundles so that way you guys can see pictures in full HD. Just let me know in the comments what you think, and even some ideas. Also during my picarto livestreams as a heads up, I won't be doing custom commission work, I will only work on my characters, and Sonic related characters but you can still get commission work done just not of your own OCs because I don't want a livestream to be focused on one person I have to completely focused on and lets face it some commission work gets boring after a while when getting those tiny details done for another person. So I'll be doing custom commissions off stream. Details and prices (including price changes) will be arriving very soon. And also as far as my gaming channels I'll be focused a bit more so I can earn money on content creation but I'll need help doing that. Here are the channels I work on: (Sorry no links due to keeping gaming and art content separated)
So sorry if I worried all of you guys and not posting anything or doing anything over these past 2 weeks but things just haven't been going my way BUT thats not saying that I have gave up. Any comments, suggestions even Ko-Fi's will help me focus on being a better content creator, becoming bolder and even better in confidence in myself. I'm always up for gaming with anyone YES SO READY FOR SMASH ULTIMATE! That is so much Hype right there. So please guys let me hear your voices and any types of comments or words of encouragement I get from people will not be ignored.
Thanks again!
excybertiger,
Eric
