I've been under... a lot of stress lately. Namely due to one person on another site. Neither of which will be named to protect her anonymity. Despite all that's happened, I'd still consider her to be a friend, even if we'll never talk to each other again, but...

To keep a long story short, this aforementioned friend and I connected pretty quick... we had fun. A lot of RPs were had, new characters were developed, ideas were had, etc... But due to my own stupid mistakes and emotional problems, she and I began to be at odds for a little bit. Took a break... etc. Few days later things got back to something resembling being normal. Cut to about a week after that--namely, yesterday... I made a mistake again... things got worse and... well the two of us went our separate ways... the problem is, with how close she and I got... it feels like I just lost a big part of my life. It feels like I just lost a family member...