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Feeling a big ugh.
7 years ago
Always fun feeling like you've gotten punched in the gut. x.x I've been off of FA for a long time after a bit of personal drama. I lost my best friend because she cared too much for me, it was causing her problems. Just saw her posting stuff again. *Sighs* I knew it would hurt whenever it happened, I was just hoping it would hurt a bit less. I guess a year and a half wasn't long enough for that wound to heal. I think in my heart she's still the best friend i've ever had even if I can't talk to her or be in her life anymore.
My brother, FeathersofDawn is very sweet though, and would love to be friends with you, too if you are willing. He is very nice like me of course X3
Even though the head never really wins a battle with the heart, I try to give it the context of: "hey, they don't have my dumb ass bumbling about, complicating their life anymore" and find some happiness in that they're getting along without me well enough.
But hey, someone thought you were pretty special. No doubt ya are.
(It can be tempting to not believe that, but I think you should)