Let me explain my story I was married for about four years I had my son my husband cheated let me explain my story I was married for about four years I had my son my husband cheated on me I left him I came back to my hometown stayed with my mother then I moved to Florida got with this man for a good six years of my life then I found out that instead of being a man he wanted to be a woman I could not have that around my child so I left. Then I came back to Mississippi and I did pretty much everything on my own I got myself a car I got myself an apartment I had my high school sweetheart with me for almost 4 years then I found out that he didn’t want to work he didn’t want to put forth effort into the relationship so I broke it off with them I had a job That I had for a very long time and then they laid off all the drivers because they did not want to have the delivery services anymore then I had to look for another job before dol that I had for a very long time and then they laid off all the drivers because they did not want to have the delivery services anymore then I had to look for another job before getting kicked out of the apartment I was currently in then I met some people we decided to become roommates we got a place together we stayed there for almost a year but then my two roommates ended up getting arrested for trying to rob the place that we were working at then all the financials fell on me. There was no way in hell I could come up with rent because we live in a three-bedroom house the rent was 1200 a month I could not do that on my own even if I wanted to. Well being in that house yes I saved up the money and got me a husky I always wanted a husky I Gotter and then once things started to go downhill I was left with a dog that I could not care for because I just did not have the financial means to do that finally got the breeder to take her back I did not get my money back there was no need for that then finally I moved I moved into an apartment I had finally got me a new job things were going great work was consistent I work at a hotel and now that summer vacation is gone not a lot of people are coming to the hotel anymore we’re not getting big parties anymore so now I’m losing hours now it’s getting to the point where I can’t afford to pay my rent to pay my power bill and my phone bill and my insurance on my car. Let me tell you when I say that I take care of my animals in my song before my fucking self my mouth is full of teeth that need to be pulled badly I can die from not getting them pulled but I have not gotten pulled because I cannot afford it I do not have health insurance for myself because I cannot afford it my son has helped insurance my animals have health insurance but I do not for myself because I cannot afford it so all of you people who think you’re better than me or think that I have made some poor decisions in my life since I have gotten back from Ohio from being with my husband not what have I become homeless !!! So fuck each and everyone of y’all do you think your shit don’t stink you think you don’t have problems so I have a little bit of problems for fucks sake you actually think I’d kill an animal what the fuck is wrong with y’all I have five cats to dogs and two sugar gliders and everyone of them has food everyone of them has a good quality of life everyone of them go to see the vet. There are times when I go without food but my animals do not they are my children my son lives with my mother because I am at a point where I have to work two jobs and in order to do that I cannot take care of my son and work at the same time. So you’re think you’re better than me and you think you’re all high and mighty I buy a dog bowls when I am able to you when I have the money to do so I never sacrifice anything for my needs if my animals need something they get it my son is something he gets it I put them way before myself. So you’re think you’re better than me and think you’re all high and mighty I buy adoptable‘s when I am able to you when I have the money to do so I never sacrifice anything for my needs if my animals need something they get it my son is something he gets it I put them way before myself. when I was working and I save the money I was able to buy my dream car because i fucking saved every dime I could when I was working and I saved up money I was able to buy my dream car because I Script and saved and worked my ass off and I bought that motherfucker myself!!! I hope you feel real good about ourselves that you could talk so much shit about a person that you don’t even know you’ve never spoken to me directly never so how the fuck do you know are you a fucking psychic because I post journals that I need help every so often shame on me for reaching out and asking for help because yes in some instances I bought something for myself on fa and then when the time came I was A little behind because I had bought myself something so I either sold it to get my money back or asked for help so fuck all y’all you have no idea how about for starters you sit down and actually fucking speak to me like a human being or are you just too good for that??