Depressed about art
7 years ago
Kind of a question kind of a vent.
I've just been so doubtful of my art for the past couple weeks. Months actually. I'm trying to work through it but it legitimately saddens me when I see others take a quarter of the time I do on a piece and get like 5 times the attention. I know it's wrong to think like that but it's a persistent thought that makes me doubt my art is even worth the trouble. That my time would be better spent doing so much else.
Speed doesn't seem to be a thing I can ever work on either. The more I try to more I get frustrated. But I can't keep taking 3-4 hours to finish a rough sketch.
Has anyone had these issues and gotten over it? I'm curious how anyone did.
I've just been so doubtful of my art for the past couple weeks. Months actually. I'm trying to work through it but it legitimately saddens me when I see others take a quarter of the time I do on a piece and get like 5 times the attention. I know it's wrong to think like that but it's a persistent thought that makes me doubt my art is even worth the trouble. That my time would be better spent doing so much else.
Speed doesn't seem to be a thing I can ever work on either. The more I try to more I get frustrated. But I can't keep taking 3-4 hours to finish a rough sketch.
Has anyone had these issues and gotten over it? I'm curious how anyone did.
But yeah art is funky like that. It can be great art for the wrong audience and get completely overlooked.
I'm pretty sure The fact that you draw a whole lot of different things in different ways is probably more the cause of this lack of attention. Not everyones gonna like everything you do ykno?
In terms of speed/art fuck its so off and on with me personally like i'd smash a thing out in 10 seconds and take 15 years on the other. My advice (with, the extremely limited knowledge that i have mind you) find something you can do super consistently be it a sketch style, a speed paint style or w/e and refine THAT. Your very experimental, WHICH IS GOOD! But most popular artists/tumblrs/twitters i see do sumthin very specific very well. You might find more satisfaction is finding that i feel~
I think over time with lots of practice you can probably sketch/draw faster, although I haven't gotten to that point myself yet. Just work at your own pace
(When ever I'll get around to write the description, I'll post.)
It took me between February and August to sketch, color and shade that singel picture, and a second one is already in the works.
I know I'm just starting of, but taking about 7 Month to finish a single picture is testing even my patience. You want to push out art way faster, as do I.
Though there is always one question that keeps me from pushing out earlier: Is it good enough?
Speed is one thing all artists can improve on, but will quality keep up?
I have a couple of artist on my watch list, that are putting out a lot of art, but are stuck in low quality.
Where do you want to go?
You are on the way to get into really good quality, at a steady speed.
You could reverse that and go into speed, but potentially being stuck with quality.
I haven't spend 7 month on one pic because I value speed over quality.
Getting hung up over numbers is horribly bad for your confidence and self-esteem. It's not an indicator of skill by default, it's just a tracker. You have to remember that people have different tastes in themes, style, composition... and so on, so it's impossible to try and please everyone. Timezones can also be ass most of the time when you post online. So stop worrying about finding worth in numbers, and find worth in what you do. Find enjoyment in the things you do, and why you do them.
Now speed... that is something you can train. But it's really hard to find where the line goes between "aimlessly rushing" and "going fast but paced". Gotta have yourself paced and go at a level where you feel it's just fast enough to not be stressful to the point it throws everything off and gets you frustrated. When you get stuck, there are two options that seem to work fine for me.
1.) Work on another area of the drawing.
2.) Doodle something else.
Whichever you pick, you'll have an easier time seeing what's wrong with a "fresh pair of eyes" when you go back to it.
And when it comes to rough sketches... let them be that. A quick, general idea. Nothing fancy or detailed. Hell, do some thumbnailing! Many tiny little doodles to test angles, poses, composition... helps a lot with trying to visualize something when you're not exactly sure how to tackle it. Or even... hmm... I saw some examples in moonrunes about how an artist would draw a "camera" at a person in... let's say a profile view. And the camera was looking down to get an overhead shot. And then you try and "see" from the camera's perspective to get an idea how to tackle the angle.
If all things fail, draw dicks with wings and smiley faces! Just be silly! It lightens up the mood to draw dumb shit and relax.
and that sounds fun hehe, maybe I should learn to draw draw silly stuff every now and then
just keep at it!
I try not to think too hard on it. Over the years, the numbers of viewers I've received are less and less.
I know part of this is due to the style I've chosen.
But... eh. Bugger it. Working on what I work on is fun, and I know those that enjoy what I work on, well... yeah!
However, I also admit that you work far more harder on the artwork you do, than I do.
I only recently came across your artwork, and seeing that your first digital piece was only two and a half years ago, I think you have come impressively far in that time.
What's helped me before is remembering that they're under different circumstances, they're a completely different person. If what you do makes you happy (and making others happy too is a bonus, just read the comments on your stuff!), then that's perfectly ok! Comparing yourself to other artists just leads to a lot of self doubt, any artist ever has been in that before, and it can be a struggle to break for sure, but try to keep those things in mind when you feel that way.
And of course, keep up the awesome stuff dude! Your art is definitely worth the time :D