I have been away for a long time. But I feel like returning. I just don't know how. My life has changed dramatically. I haven't really drawn more than a picture or two in nearly two years. I have spent all this time working and paying bills.

There was also something else that caused me to leave this community. someone rather. kind of a last straw sort of thing. First My friend Hans Died. then I moved form Cali back to Albuquerque. Did it for my Dad. got easily distracted alot. kept getting pulled away from my computer. had a hard time chatting with people. andstill do. Play steam games on invisible cause I just don't feel like talking most of the time. pushed a lot of people away.

Now I'm surrounded by people who really don't get this kind of art. they are not into the things im into. But because they live in my house I care about their well being and wish to get along with them.

Anyway, yes, I did consider quitting this community permanently. but that's honestly really selfish of me, and thinking back to all those times I honestly spoke out against artists who take down their work just because it is theirs and they have the right to do so doesn't make it any less selfish. And it makes me feel like a hypocrite for doing the exact same fucking thing.

so with that, I have re-enabled my account. I don't know what I will do with it really. it's going to remain pretty devoid of new content.

Sorry everyone.