Hello!
I'm back)
First thing that i need to say : Thank you ! Thank you all so ,so much for your support and understanding♥
You all really the best and wonderfulest persons that i ever seen!
I even can't say how grateful i am and how much i appreciate it. I' very touched that so much people support me. I'm eternally grateful each of you
Thank you!

Atm i feel myself a bit better. I drink soothing on herbs (just don't like pills) and just stayed alone with myself. Even meditated a little, ahah)
First day i was home and make some home stuff. Next day was rain , so i just sit home and play a bit in my favoryte game and in monday i walk) sit , take coffee and just watch around. it's beatiful.
I need to make it again someday )