If you become used to padding and the freedom to go at any time, I imagine it could condition your body to do it easier and without thinking. It's sort of like reverse potty training. The drawback is that you might forget that you aren't wearing a diaper some time and wet yourself in public. I'm so used to wetting the bed without thinking, that I've accidentally wet my pants a few times. Luckily, it hasn't happened with lots of people around yet!

Probably good, then, that I only pad up occasionally. It's like there's a switch in my brain that says "you're wearing a diaper/pullup. It's okay to have an accident." Though there have certainly been times that I wished I had a diaper just for convenience.

They do feel good,and many times, it would be so nice to just lose control with them. Living amongst the real world often prevents that. It certainly is fun when I have the time, and am in a place where I can enjoy it. The main preventing factor for me is the cost. Diapers aren't cheap for people who love to use them.

Yeah. I just got some store-brand goodnites, which is partly what prompted this journal. They don't hold all that much, but are on-par with regular goodnites.

Store brands are somewhat affordable, but they sure don't hold much. Of course, one could always let them dry and use them a second time, cutting the cost in half.

If we condition ourselves over several years to have less bladder control, then it is likely to take equally long to regain that control, if we should later decide to stop using diapers. To me, the experience of wetting as needed or desired, is worth the slight loss of control. I guess it depends on how much one enjoys wetting, versus how much they need to avoid accidents.

It's probably your brain becoming used to diapers, becoming more comfortable with wetting your pamps.
On another note, will you return to writing stories?

Not sure when that might be. The semester's hitting hard right now and It's hard to get motivation. I have a weird relationship with my babyfur side.

Yeah. It's conditioning. For me, I get used to doing certain things in diapers. Repeat and it becomes natural. I normally don't feel those things outside of diapers though.

I think that it's a thing you had since you were little and just needed a little babyish side for you to unlock it