I don't know how to title this journal but im sorry
7 years ago
Hey every one! a more real update for you guys 'cause I think being more transparent and down to earth about this will be better, than just a quick "hey im burnt out but its okay haha!!" kind of update.
I feel really bad my commission progress has been suffering because of my poor mental state lately. There's really no excuse and I will be for sure picking up commissions tomorrow since all except one patron commission is finished, hence why you'll be seeing a lot more uploads from me (I still need one patron sketch approved first) I've honestly never had to deal with a slow-down like this before since making this my full time job? I guess this is what burning out is like.
If you follow my twitter you probably already know I've been having some really bad ups and downs with my anxiety lately, and bouts of depression as well. Sleeping schedule is FINALLY fixed after a couple of weeks of pulling all-nighters and sleeping through the day instead of night. I've also finally made a doctor's appointment to see if I can get on some anti-anxiety medication, but unfortunately I'll have to wait until November for that to happen.
if you've read all of this thank you! and know commissions will be updating tomorrow! Also my trello will be fixed as well!
Thank you for being super patient with me you guys.
I feel really bad my commission progress has been suffering because of my poor mental state lately. There's really no excuse and I will be for sure picking up commissions tomorrow since all except one patron commission is finished, hence why you'll be seeing a lot more uploads from me (I still need one patron sketch approved first) I've honestly never had to deal with a slow-down like this before since making this my full time job? I guess this is what burning out is like.
If you follow my twitter you probably already know I've been having some really bad ups and downs with my anxiety lately, and bouts of depression as well. Sleeping schedule is FINALLY fixed after a couple of weeks of pulling all-nighters and sleeping through the day instead of night. I've also finally made a doctor's appointment to see if I can get on some anti-anxiety medication, but unfortunately I'll have to wait until November for that to happen.
if you've read all of this thank you! and know commissions will be updating tomorrow! Also my trello will be fixed as well!
Thank you for being super patient with me you guys.

Yunniekunnie
~yunniekunnie
AH, I have been in your position before and I just wanna tell you that you are awesome. Things take time.... a lot of time to heal. But so many people support and give much love. Just take things in steps. Do what you need to do for your own well being

LynnShark
~lynnshark
you are awesome rai. I want you to know that

Canime
~canime
Hang in there. Hopefully you start to feel better.

Blitzgamer
~krystaldawn
*hugs* take care of yourself before you art any more

DariusRennar
~dariusrennar
Take care of yourself first and foremost, Rai. *hugs*

Takan_Twins
~takantwins
Hey don't beat yourself up about this sort of thing okay? It happens, we all have low times or times we're struggling. You make sure to look after yourself, take some time, as much as you need to get yourself back to where you need to be. Selfcare is important, and we're patient people ^^