i see people having friends listed in the profile in some website or simply here..

when i see them and simply compare them to mine which you can't, i dont have them listed here you dolts..

but if i were to list the people i may knew that their friends, i know i may, no, WILL i will get lashed in the eyes spouting that they should be on the list..

look, if you know me, long enough, i mean't personal information long enough then i will put you there..

i know i will try to get a few links to list up but... i rather put my 'friends' up... it's.. i feel like it's favortism and 'riged'

i know plenty that simply say, 'hey, want to do something?' and i reply in good cooperation like to get to know the person for a small amount, seeing what they like. but i rarely have people stop to chat..

i get im just ranting at this point and wanting attention... to be honest, i rather not, im a underdog, and i will stay like that.. i want to play games in peace, thank you, being the shy guy that i am..

i know i want to put the friends i knew that they knew me well enough and give them some love. but i know im not brave enough to simply put it up there one day.. but still. imma stay in my little gaming/ arty hole until then.