Hello Everyone

It has been two months since my last journal, and I will admit that the subject matter was less than ideal.But, my friends, there is good news.

I am feeling better. Not perfect, but better.

There has been a lot of things happening on my end, life changing things, things that make me ask the big questions, but I figure I would say something to ya'll.

Thank you.

I know I have been distant, and I know some people wanna talk to me and all. And while I worry about how people see me, Seeing so many people, some of whom we have not chatted with in what feels like forever, Yet. You still came to me in my time of need.

There is a lot of self doubt because I have screwed up past relationships with friends. Wasn't there in their time of need or misunderstood signs, and as a result, I have always feared how others saw me, but recent soul searching, conversing and meditation has been helping me come to terms with these issues. All stemming from low self confidence.

Although I can be a bit of a shut in and feel like I walk around eggshells often woth friends, I want you to know I care about you and want you to know, that even if we talked once, if we only talked over a roleplay or a commission or even just an idea, I usually do think of you as a friend.

I hope that this improvement continues. I will be in touch with yall.

In other news, i ordered a new scanner and will hopefully be able to scan art again. I also have been playing a lot of Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate, so that is why I haven't been online a lot recently. I will most likely do the Overwatch Halloween event and try to get back in warframe.

If you wanna do stuff together, talk about art or otherwise socialize, hit me up. I do not roleplay much, but, I do like hearing ideas