I just......there is no winning.

I don't know what to do.......what to say..........how to feel....
I'm just kinda numb tbh.
And I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing at this point.

Things were fine.
The surgery in June got everything, granted he's had a Ileostomy bag this whole time.
Two weeks ago there was nothing.

It's spread to both of his lungs.
And his lymph nodes.

Just....why.