Mmm spose I better update.

Neonfur was the second time Id ever dealt at a con. I didnt do too well, mostly because I brought art to sell at a con where everyone wanted merch. A failure of perspective on my part, and I didnt break even cus of it, but at least I got to hang with my friends Pye and Showtime the whole time and we still got to have loads of fun. Next year though, Im just gunna be doing photos instead, let someone else take my table and still be productive.

Ill be honest, I've been rather bummed out lately. Not PCD, my heads been in a tarpit for a few months now, this bogpile of inadequacy about the art I draw. The worst part is I keep so much tutorial material, a whole bookshelf of art books and a hard drive brimming with videos, and I know that if I wanna improve, and I do, its just getting into it and studying. But I cant drum up the motivation, or the discipline. And then I feel bone idle and lazy, and so goes around in a circle.

*sigh*

I didnt write this journal to complain. I hear so much complaining, I dont wanna be contributing to the problem. I just dont know what I need, some time to work my problems out or some drill sergeant to shove my head in a book and start learning. But somethings gotta change.

Better end this on a light note. I been in talks with suitmakers, hoping to get a Skyder suit made next year. Trying to save up to get that in the works, and working on a design ref, looking forward to seeing that become a reality.

So yay.