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Just in case it's goodbye
7 years ago
you know i'm beyond depressed and exhausted and poor and i've been so for a while. i have dealt with suicidal thoughts too often for too long now. tomorrow things will get worse though. i feel no hope for this world and my country is about to elect a fascist man, publicly homophobic, sexist, racist who loves his heroes who tortured people during the dictatorship. hate crimes happen in the last elections, it will only get worse. i'll be even more afraid of going outside. i already wanted to die and this only makes everything worse. i cant find any hope inside or outside of me. i wanna die before i see that happening. and it will happen tomorrow. i cant see myself wanting to stay around for any longer before seeing everything getting even worse. im sorry but that's it for me
What I can say is, your artwork is beautiful and inspiring and I would be very sad to no longer see it continue in the future.
Leave the country leave everything behind before you're throwing your life away. Depression is NOT what defines a person, but it does take great affects on your thoughts. I don't know if you even want help anymore... i wish i could do something though, i dont want to see someones will to live wash away like sand on the shore again...
I DEEPLY hope that you wont end your life, please seek aid. If you already made your decision nothing left for me than to bitterly accept it and be ever thankful for the time you spend with us. May your journey be a peaceful one
If we can't change your mind about this, then I can only say thank you for everything you brought to us, and may you find peace forever