So whats going on?
7 years ago
To whom it may concern ,
Starting with a very high register, oh boy!, I have been on and off, throughout the last year , the year I decided to be more active around here, and to be frank i got more active, but I was also naive and stupid, well i still am , but i managed to attract a lot of bad people that made my life a living hell for more than half a year, after intensive therapy and a looong healing process , I think i am back on my feet, stronger than ever before!
The last year has led me to be bitter, paranoid, toxic and to some very very short tempers. In turn , these unhealthy "defense" mechanisms (lets call them that and not me being a dick) lead to the suffering of a lot of my loved ones and friends. It has damaged some of my friendships irreversibly. Despite these unfortunate events, we survive and we carry on . But we will never surrender.
I am no longer the naive idiot i once was, but thankfully i didnt turn into a dick but into a more cautious man as well as fighting for my own rights. I dont bend the knee for no man no more, I have allowed lies and disinformation to spread about me and did nothing or accepted it stoically , looking back i cant help but shake my head , I am now baffled by my past self actions and how poorly i managed a lot of situations. So many have stepped over me, have used me and treated me as less human.
In concluding this small summary of my past ... mishaps I would say that, now as things stand, I am more than happy to be back , today , as nothing less than a human being.
Salve
Starting with a very high register, oh boy!, I have been on and off, throughout the last year , the year I decided to be more active around here, and to be frank i got more active, but I was also naive and stupid, well i still am , but i managed to attract a lot of bad people that made my life a living hell for more than half a year, after intensive therapy and a looong healing process , I think i am back on my feet, stronger than ever before!
The last year has led me to be bitter, paranoid, toxic and to some very very short tempers. In turn , these unhealthy "defense" mechanisms (lets call them that and not me being a dick) lead to the suffering of a lot of my loved ones and friends. It has damaged some of my friendships irreversibly. Despite these unfortunate events, we survive and we carry on . But we will never surrender.
I am no longer the naive idiot i once was, but thankfully i didnt turn into a dick but into a more cautious man as well as fighting for my own rights. I dont bend the knee for no man no more, I have allowed lies and disinformation to spread about me and did nothing or accepted it stoically , looking back i cant help but shake my head , I am now baffled by my past self actions and how poorly i managed a lot of situations. So many have stepped over me, have used me and treated me as less human.
In concluding this small summary of my past ... mishaps I would say that, now as things stand, I am more than happy to be back , today , as nothing less than a human being.
Salve
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OP
What can you do ? you take the good with the bad.
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