Ever since I started my new job traveling I've been kind of tired but nothing is more tiring than visiting a place you wanted to visit with someone you cared deeply for.

I always said I wanted to go out to California to see the coast, go snowboarding in Tahoe again, but as I sat there on the coast watching the waves crash and the wind blowing all I could think of was wishing you were there.

Guess I'll enjoy the wonderful weather while I'm here before I leave to return back to Florida Thursday, I do miss what I lost... but all I can do is continue stepping forward, wish we had the opportunity to travel and see all the things and enjoy the freedom I always wanted for you.