September and October are the best months

Summer's ending, and you feel more lively as you're being sounded by decorations of the dead

You want to do things, and get outside often

Then immediately after Halloween, the two months of the sad boy come around

It's a comfy kind of sad though, as you're more surrounded by merriment and family, and while you generally keep to yourself there's no time to get overly emotional

Then New Year's hits and all that bottled rage comes out

Brand new year, same ol' shit

It's hell for a full eight months, with an emotional outburst roughly every other month

Spring comes and everything is too bright and colorful

Summer arrives and everything is aggravating and busy

Then September comes back and you want to actually do something bigger than last year while you still have time

But it doesn't matter because you'll always want more

Then you hide it all again when November comes

THEN NEW YEARS HAPPENS AND EVERYTHINGS THE SAME OL SHIT AGAIN

AND ALL YOU REALLY WANT TO DO ISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


Hopefully that was relatable.