Life Update 11/2/18
7 years ago
Hey guys!! I just wanna do a little bit of a life update since i've been sort of abscent here and well- everywhere basically ;v;
As of a month and a half ago, I started therapy! It's been proving to be extremely helpful and i'm so happy to finally be doing this every week.
We recently talked about my work (art and drawing in general) and how i'm suffering really badly to start it, continue it, and finish it in a timely manner, as it has been since moving up here to seattle/washington
We talked about how a big reason to why it could hard for me to work and draw in general is because I'm still in a phase of adjustment of living independently, paying rent, buying groceries, doing ADULT things
And I'm also finally in a living situation where i'm like- 100% happy and feel stress free, i like cannot express how much I love my roommates, THEYRE MY BEST FRIENDS ;~;
And with all that, i'm struggling really hard to learn how to balance everything with work and my social life outside of the internet, which IMO MAKES SENSE and was a huge eye opener for me to realize that
I've literally never had a social life until I came to live in Seattle last year June, so i've really been eating up all of it that I could get and I'm finally starting to calm down on that and just crave settling down a little more, sitting down and just, drawing
It's so so hard still to really do that, to just, DRAW, especially for myself, which I want to finally FINALLLYYY want to start doing because i literally have drawn like less than 10 things for myself this year TvT
ANYWAYS IM RAMBLING
TLDR: I'm really happy where im at finally, I'm still learning, I'm barely 21 and nobody taught me how to do anything and I'm in an adjustment period, but things are only going to get better for me, I will continue to learn how to balance my work and social life , i'll eventually learn how to be financially stable, and I'm doing my best everyday !!
Thank you for being so so unbelievably patient with me, especially commissioners, you literally have no idea how much i appreciate your patience in this period of my life where i'm learning how to do everything
I'm doing my best! And I will continue doing my best !!
πͺπ»π
As of a month and a half ago, I started therapy! It's been proving to be extremely helpful and i'm so happy to finally be doing this every week.
We recently talked about my work (art and drawing in general) and how i'm suffering really badly to start it, continue it, and finish it in a timely manner, as it has been since moving up here to seattle/washington
We talked about how a big reason to why it could hard for me to work and draw in general is because I'm still in a phase of adjustment of living independently, paying rent, buying groceries, doing ADULT things
And I'm also finally in a living situation where i'm like- 100% happy and feel stress free, i like cannot express how much I love my roommates, THEYRE MY BEST FRIENDS ;~;
And with all that, i'm struggling really hard to learn how to balance everything with work and my social life outside of the internet, which IMO MAKES SENSE and was a huge eye opener for me to realize that
I've literally never had a social life until I came to live in Seattle last year June, so i've really been eating up all of it that I could get and I'm finally starting to calm down on that and just crave settling down a little more, sitting down and just, drawing
It's so so hard still to really do that, to just, DRAW, especially for myself, which I want to finally FINALLLYYY want to start doing because i literally have drawn like less than 10 things for myself this year TvT
ANYWAYS IM RAMBLING
TLDR: I'm really happy where im at finally, I'm still learning, I'm barely 21 and nobody taught me how to do anything and I'm in an adjustment period, but things are only going to get better for me, I will continue to learn how to balance my work and social life , i'll eventually learn how to be financially stable, and I'm doing my best everyday !!
Thank you for being so so unbelievably patient with me, especially commissioners, you literally have no idea how much i appreciate your patience in this period of my life where i'm learning how to do everything
I'm doing my best! And I will continue doing my best !!
πͺπ»π
Life skills come before art~