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Going to be Honest.
7 years ago
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Ever since losing Koa I'm just been slipping down hill little by little. Yes I have a new Puppy and I love him dearly already. However, my mood and my over all feelings are continuing to slide. I find myself randomly crying. I don't want to do anything and only do it because I have to. I've been snapping at people for no reason. I sit here looking at my desktop not caring. Flat out.. I'm lonely, Depressed and at the edge of just wanting to give up. All my Supposed " Friends " always stop talking to me when I get depressed. These are the people I don't snap at. My GF as much as I love her is just to young and immature to handle when I get like this and cannot support me emotionally. I even tried going back to Second life only to find my contacts list as dead as door nail with no one online anymore. To top all the shit off I told you about already in my last posting... I was told today that after I lose some more weight.. in about 6 months I'm going to need a total Knee replacement for my right knee. Honestly... I'm getting to the point I want to crawl into bed and not wake up the next morning.....
I was in a terrible spot so I'll help anyway I can
If you would ever like to talk, just let me know. I may not have all the time in th world, but I’ll do what I can when I can. Perhaps a random bloke on the internet offering you a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen is not what you need, but I offer them nevertheless. If you would like, I can just sit and hear your plight, if that would help. I only wish to help, after all. You deserve to be happy; you deserve to feel okay. I have telegram, discord, Skype, you name it. If you’d ever like to chat, just let me know and I will make time for you. I may be a lurker, but I do care a whole lot more than you know.
Best wishes to you, truly.