*hugs!* tough times, but hoping for a rainbow ahead :)

Thanks, Sweetie... ((Hugs))

*hugs*

I hear you on the rain, Milayna, Up here where I live in Upstate New York,
It feels like we haven't gone more than four days without a rainstorm
since last spring. I'm actually shocked I haven't grown gills at this
point. *Hugs* Having lost all of my grandparents, I do have some idea
what you're feeling like, because the ones on my mother's side literally
lived two houses down, for most of my life. I know it sounds silly, but
maybe the best thing would be to put your little rat-girl in your lap and
tell her stories about your mom.

I don't have a rattie girl anymore... Sunnie passed away at the beginning of September. I'm missing her, too... I'm feeling quite alone, these days, even with the cat to keep me company... :(

*Chuckles* I knew what I said might be misunderstood. But I
couldn't think of a better description for it. What I saw in my
head, was something a lot like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29348481/

I miss her too... all my little ones are gone, and it makes me sad. I would love nothing more, than to sit Ruby on my lap once more, and tell her how wonderful a Grandma she had. I'm feeling quite low, these days, Serath. I'm all alone, and it stinks. The holidays are hardest, because I have nowhere to go, and no one to spend them with. Last year, the wound was fresh, but this year, it has become a deep, ugly scar... a reminder of all I've lost...

-gives you a big hug-

I’m in sort of a similar situation right now, and it does suck. Sometimes it takes me a moment to realize what’s happened and that it’s all permanent. I’m sorry about what you’re going through. Birthdays and things like that can be especially hard in those times.

Oh, and I hope the rain clears up. It’s been nothing but cold rain and sleet here for the past few days, and it really doesn’t make things better.

*Hugs and pets comfortingly*

Never give up MiLayna, you are not alone. Move forward in life best you can, you're still here for good and Godly reasons, never forget that. We miss you on discord, hope you will be able to have a more stable ability to talk to us soon.

Love from everyone: Andrew, me, trek, and many more.
Trying is winning.