Sad but not Upset... RIP Grandma
7 years ago
♥Greetings!♥
I often don’t talk first and I should not have to apologize for that.
I’m just one of those "don’t talk unless spoken too" person.
Tips are welcomed!
Yesterday I got a call from dad saying grandma has gotten sick and stopped eating, today dad called again with sad news that she had passed during the night silently in her sleep.
I am sad but not upset, we have been kinda waiting for this since a couple of years now since grandma first got really sick and ended up in the hospital, where she then fell and broke her hip so she went into surgery. The anesthetic didn't do well with her and the creeping dementia was in full bloom. So much that my dad rarely wanted to go see her since it pretty much was impossible to talk to her. I felt the same way so I didn't get to see her that much these last few years, though I am glad that when I saw her this summer she was pretty clear minded in my opinion. I'm glad I didn't get to see her in her worst when she got malnourished after the hip surgery and so on.
I will always remember her with good health, a strong voiced woman if at times a little intimidating ^^; we are a loud voiced family that is for sure, it's just me and sis that is the most timid ones. *chuckles*
Rest in peace Grandma, Dagny, you deserve it <3
I'm fine, as said this was expected after all since Grandma first got really sick. So I'm not as upset as I probably would have been if it just happened without any of the previous stuff, but yeah since it was awaited it feels like I've already grieved in before hand. I just dunno what's gonna happen now with grandpa and so on, we'll just have to wait and see.